no more work~

ahhh~ finally... finished one month of industrial training... urgh... experience in the work place... +5... haha

well... working in Sesco really gave me some idea how it would be like when I finally go to work... and it's pretty tough... well maybe not that bad... my dad was around so when nth to do... go there and talk talk... so where did my winter break go? ahh~ here n there lo... been to places ppl wont normally go... da ulu ulu place... haha

26/6 - 30/6 = at PCI
met lots of relays...
3/7 - 6/7 = at subs
met lots of transformers...
9/7 - 13/7 = at transmission
met lots of towers...
16/7 - 20/7 = at comm
met lots of comm cards...
24/7 - 25/7 = at SCADA
met lots of RTUs...

other than work... weekends are either spent on my IJ or PS2

sleeping early was not a choice that i like to make... 10pm already have to get ready to sleep... or else the next day die...

there were many things that i tot i could do during my holidays... well.. at least i managed to finish making my IJ... PS2 arr... bringing it to miri liaw... play there more time...

winter novel arr? din had time to write it... oh yea... once i get back i wanna change my spring signature.. loL~...

the next 3 days i'll be kinda busy... ahh... hav to entertain the ppl at home so that they wont miss me tat much when i go... xP... have to pack all my gundams n figs... kesian hide them in the store... but i dun wan them to collect dust when i'm gone... ahh... when i think about it... i'm only back in kch for about 4 months a year... pretty short...

next year i'm planing to go to aus... i've received my letter of offer already... so pretty much confirm that i'm goin... only problem now... no place to stay yet... have to look around here n there lah~

conflict at home has pretty much been ok~... bro still acting wierd wierd quiet quiet one... loL... kacau my dad about him not being tat romantic... hhahaha... mum... bz wif extra tutoring in unimas... cats... well... cats caught a few mice these past 2 nites...

k lah~ nth much liaw.. winter break.. gone in 4 weeks~ mixed feelings~~

special events tat happened.. well.. u guys pretty much noe a bit here n there lah~

grumble grumble~

ahh... wan 2 blog.. but not sure where to start.. wan 2 grumble bout work, wan 2 grumble bout money, wan 2 grumble bout figs, wan 2 grumble bout desires, wan 2 grumble bout studies, wan 2 grumble bout responsiblilities, wan 2 grumble bout dreams, wan 2 grumble bout da government, wan 2 grumble bout stock, aHhhhHHH~~!! goin 2 crumble~

soo many things tat wan 2 grumble... when we were young... none of these matter as much~

sunday~

ahh~~ the weekends... looked so much forward to it... n now... it's sunday night... and i have to sleep liaw... work tomolo... again... ahhhHH~~~

uweeek~

uweeek~ (the sound of vomiting~... u thought wad~ xP) bleh~ sigh~
20 years old loh~ wan to become 21 liaw loh~... n still no gf~... paloi~~
dating~ got not a clue~ sure, we're suppose to figure things out by ourselves~ but i wonder if there is actually some sort of standard for dating... i hav got nth~ xP
-3- puuhh~~ getting older sucks~~~
not much to say~ coz lz 2 say it ~~ sigh~~

up up~ the tower~

today i climbed up a 275kV transmission tower! (until the red mark nia la~)

A 275kV Tension Transmission Tower

Mr. Voon brought us (3 trainees) to a tension tower near Mambong and asked us to climb~ only me n Mr. Voon went up... xP

Mr. Voon climb with a cowboy hat

I then followed Mr. Voon up according to his skill of climbing. Oii have to pass thru the barb wire eh~ My head kena da barb wire xP.. sakit a bit~ haha

The isulation string connected to the jumper wires (live)

The isulators, arcing horn and jumper contact (live)

While i was up there, the winds were strong and if u put your hand on the tower you could feel some sparking effect. This is because the line is still live and carrying power. If i actually reached out my hands towards the hanging lines, it is possible to have a flash over, in other words, i'll get fried... xP

when guys do something clumsy, they are seen as idiots
when girls do something clumsy, they look cute

2 weeks

after 2 weeks, i get da feeling that they wan u out already... n it's oweyz been like this... sigh

selfmotivation is only a word~

attraction doesn't lead to a conclusion

cough! Cough! COUGH! COUGH! COUGH! ahem~ ahem~ urgh... so tiring... having the coughs. Been coughing really hard that it's so irritating to breath actually... hard to sleep oso... like wan to die liaw... urgh...

Industrial Training... hmm... i don't really like the two other trainees from UTM... though they are final year, they aren't even serious about the training. Troubling for my dad to bring them around or else it'll just be me and my dad. but sigh~.. well, i din't have much of any small talk with them. Somehow, it just doesnt feel like i should. Yup... me keeping my distance. By the way~ my dad complains bout them not asking questions... n oh yea.. they're malays... me being a bit racist? sorry oh... since they are 2 of them, so no need me to kacau kacau them lah~ i just do my own studying while they talk n talk n talk away... (btw, my dad gave us materials to read.. apparently they dont bother...)

hmm~ nth much to look forward to... better concentrate on working hor? perhaps i'll write something for the winter break... haha~ tanoshimi (look forward to seeing it)

small talk~ the basis of human relations~ or issit?

winter blues

just had a dream... a nice one... u can say it's romantic... but those dreams doesnt please me at all... in fact... i hate those... because it just cant happen in reality... i end up cursing myself why did those dreams appear... ahh! BLEH!!!

i've begin to notice that i get the blues about on the 8th day of returning back to kuching... it's about the time when everything has settled down and yea... back to normal... i am constantly reminded of my loneliness even though everyones around you... it's that feeling...

sweet things... in fact i love to do those... those were the things that made me feel like a main character in a story for idiots... n no one in the world would care... filled with those thoughts i keep on wondering when will i do those... pathethic... BLEH!!!