Merry Chirstmas

Merry Christmas everyone!! So wad hav u ppl been up to?? Got your Christmas presents?? hehe... lol~~... For Chirstmas i learned 2 cook...XP... been learning ever since i came back... lol~~ mum's da teacher of course... hehe... gaaah~~ never knew that cutting meat could be soo... geli... lol... cold n squechy... urgh~~ up to now, i've cooked, stir fried vege, vege soup, meat, fish?? (i din prepare), homemade chicken nuggets... lol... my hands smell as if it's been marinating in the sauce... XP... haha... so what's for Christmas dinner? well... fried noodles, chicken nuggets, mixed veges, bean soup and sarsi served in wain glass... lol~~... no one remembered to buy the sparkling juice... XP... this is the first Christmas in my new house... it's~~ hmm... like eating in a hotel... XP... loL~~
Anyway... for those who werent fortunated enuf to hav Christmas at home or away studying, i hope u ppl enjoy Christmas in your own way... how ever simple it may be... like in the music... hav urself a merry little Christmas~~~~ la-di-du~~la-lu~~ lol... cant remember the lyrics... XP

ANYWAY!!

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!

MGS2

waaa....juz finished playing metal gear solid 2... hmm... i din touch it for over a year... i was amazed that i actually continued playing the game exactly 1 year ago!! lol~... now off to MGS3!! hmm... unless i'm thinking of replaying... getting those missing items... bandana... stealth suit... lol... hmm~~... baah~~ been really hard 2 go online when my bro came back... really laa.. cant even use da com until later at nite... sob sob... hmm... nth else to say... been playing really hard these days... oh yea... total of 16 hours of play... but i spent 10 hours since last year... XP

past... GAAAH!!

GAAHH!! i reviewed back my old journals and found myself hiding my face in my pillow... GAAAH!! i couldnt believe tat i did all those things... man... those were 'interesting' days... cant use the s--e and the i-s--e anymore coz cruz said he wanted 2 grow up in aus n not in antartica... haha... hmm... GAAAH!!!! GAAAHH!!! ish~... those were the days... i dunno... sigh... wad if... naaah~~... it's gone... in da past... sayornara... no turning back... but sigh~~

"we all suffer from some sort of mental illness... when we do, we express it in ways which are more sane than those who do not show it..."

I've uploaded 2 songs from matchbox 20... or Rob Thomas for tat matter~...

metaphors

"insanity happens when one's world start to crumble away... it's like an unending nightmare where everything can and will go wrong... without any help or assistance, it is possible tat one will completely be devoured by this plague... therefore people close to you are important to ensure sanity..."

Metaphors are very interesting, ever since i started reading literature, it's been fun to express events as in things or experiences... And, it's very useful when writing stories so that things can be easily related with normal circumstances...

life is like~

"life is like a drama tv show, where God is the viewer."

yea yea... i noe i've said this lots of time... but it's nice to blog it out...

We are all actors and actresses in His world... He is the director, producer and script writer... everything has been planned and set with the help of luck, fate, destiny, passion, love, anger, hate, stress, etc... now, He just wants to sit back, relax and watch His greatest masterpiece... So everytime when you think that you'll hav a bad ending, juz think of it as the peak of the drama, before the hero/heroine comes out triumphant in the end...

If He listens to your prayer, then you know that He is tuning into your channel... so pray~~...hehe

Results~

Results were out 24hours and 20mins ago... i checked it 17hours ago... my results... sigh~.... juz pass nia... borderline... da good news is tat I DUN HAV 2 GO BACK!! yeah!! i never ever wanna go back during da holidays ever again!! ever since last sem... it was horrible... waaaahh~sob~sob~... anyway... passed... Praise the Lord~~

"sometimes, we hurt so tat we learn n grow... but sometimes, we hurt bcoz we lost something we struggle so hard to protect.... Whichever hurt it is, time will heal it..."

"if u searching something u wan, dun lose sight of it... keep fightin for it... die for wat u believe in ..."

LOL... da quotes above is applicable according to proper situation and reasoning... lol... got it from zh who got it from a fren... nice~~

Continue~

The sailor thought that he had managed to become worthy but he was wrong. But what he did gained the trust of Bear.
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So, I’ll continue the story from here. Yea, I didn’t put into much detail about the surroundings, feelings, and sound in the story since it was long. LOL~ OH YEAH!! They haven’t eaten!! LOL~ these things just pop up everywhere… anyway… it should be around noon time when they went back to the village. And what about the sailor? Does he have a name? HAHA… I should have introduced the sailor’s name in the beginning right? Oh well…
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“What is your name, Whiteman?”
“My name is James Robinson.”
“The sun is high, you must be hungry James.”
Bear offered the sailor a bowl with his large reddish Native American hand. In it was a yellow mushy blob with something which looks like onions.
“It’s wild onions and eggs,” Bear explained.
Hungrily, James ate the meal. He was surprised at how delicious onions and eggs could be. Moreover, it was the fact that he had not eaten since he came to the village the night before. Smiling, Bear laughed and said, “I’ve never seen a Whiteman so eager to eat wild onions and eggs. Get use to it because this is what we normally eat.”
“Do you have more?” asked the sailor.
“No, this is enough for you. Come, I’ll teach you where you can find these onions and eggs.”
James was still hungry for more but first he must prove himself worthy. Bear called out for Raccoon to accompany them. When Raccoon came, he brought along with him his pet raccoon which rescued Badger and James.
“Will Badger be alright?”
“Don’t you worry Culaak, our medicine man is the best in the land. He’ll get Badger up and running in 2 days,” said Raccoon.
James was amazed when he heard Raccoon speak. He did not thought that the natives had very good command of English, but when he remembered the chief spoke English, it must have been quite well known.
“Your people speak very good English. Have you met people from the colonies?”
“Not all of us speak well. Chief Eagle, Badger, Raccoon and I, are among those who do. We trade with them sometimes, for tobacco and other necessities,” Bear explained.
“Come, we must be quick, before night comes.”
Raccoon led the way with his pet raccoon sniffing around the air on his shoulder. It was as if Raccoon could communicate with the animal itself. James could not help but be amused.
“Where are you looking at Culaak? Onions grow on the ground,” Raccoon had a stern hard face. Though he was not strongly built, he was agile and sensitive to his surroundings, much like his pet.
James looked around searching for onions. He had never seen wild onions before and could not help but ask what it looked like.
“What do these onions look like? I’ve only seen peeled onions.”
Bear came behind James, and hit James’s head lightly.
“Ouch! That hurt’s Bear!”
“Culaak, you have never seen onions? And you people call yourselves modern.”
In his hands were small bulbs of wild onions with young green blades sticking out of each.
“Look under your feet. You’ve stepped on one.”
Quickly, James pulled out the onions from the ground. Soon, he discovered that almost everywhere they went, there were wild onions sprouts.
“It’s spring, this is why you can find many onions. Mostly grow in the ground near trees,” Raccoon explained.
While James and Bear were collecting onions, Raccoon’s pet went off into the forest. Curiously, James asked Raccoon, “Where is your pet raccoon?”
“He is not a pet, it is a wild animal, and his name is Rockon.”
“Okay, where is Rockon?”
“He’s off searching for eggs.”
“How does he carry the eggs?”
“You’ll see. He’s coming back soon.”
Surely enough, Rockon’s head pop out of the bushes like he did before during the rescue. He jumped on Raccoon’s shoulder and James saw a deer skin pouch on Rockon’s body. Now he understood how Rockon could carry the eggs.
“Did you leave some eggs in the nest Rockon?”
The animal nodded to his master in acknowledgement.
“Good, here have an egg.”
Raccoon took out three eggs from the pouch and gave one to Rockon. The creature broke the egg by cracking the shell and started licking its contents. Seeing this, James was tempted to do the same as he was still hungry. After Rockon enjoyed his snack, Raccoon sent it off to search for more eggs.
“Not all eggs are up in the trees. Some are in bushes. This bush, for example, usually homes the Tsiquoquo bird,” Bear pointed to a thick bush next to where he was standing. Carefully, Bear moved the bushes apart and there, James saw a nest with three eggs in it.
“We will take one from this nest.”
“Why not take all three?”

“We do not take more than what we need. Besides, we must not upset the Spirits.”
“The Spirits?”
“BANG!” The sound of a gun shot was heard from a far.
Bear grabbed hold of James, and hid behind the bushes. Raccoon hid as well.
“Your way of life disturbs ours. Your methods anger our Spirits.”
James started to understand the ways of the Cherokee. They balance their lives with nature, trying to preserve the natural ways and use only what is necessary.

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Well... if u ppl like 2 read more... ask 4 wad's next~... haha

info~

Hmm... I started to make more research on the native american... to make some what "precise"... oh well... some of you may know that 'Culaak' isn't really maggot in Native American... yes.. that's right, it's from Stargate... haha...
I've set the timeline to be about in between the year 1671-1673, where the event which might require the assistance of the sailor, aka, Fox. A better and detailed story for the introduction will be produced after more research can be made... Haha... something to do for the summer... sweet~~...
Anyway~... the Native American tribe which found the tribe is called Cherokee... they don't have a word for maggot... more like worm... so it is actually 'gaskaya'... hmm... doesnt sound soo... disgusting... sounds like kaya... haha... or 'useya'... hmm...
I'll write parts of stories or adventures that the sailor went through before he was known as Fox and also after. Most probably I'll continue from where I stoped before (before the sailor turned into Fox..LOL).
hehe... so here I go~... something for the summer~
Animal names will be retained to make it simpler, though, if u want to know what your animal sounds like in Cherokee, you can go to http://www.wehali.com/tsalagi/. The history of the Cherokee tribe can be found on http://cherokeehistory.com/

Anyway, here is what the animal names should be... lol

Fox = Inali

Bear = Yona

Badger = Uguna

Raccoon = Gvli (How to pronounce arr??)

fox

LOL... a little story here... some of you already knows what it means... but i think it's nice to make people think more of what it actually means... though it's funny(to me) the way some ppl interpret this... haha... it's a nice long story... read it when u have the time
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One day, a sailor found a treasure map when he was on his simple cargo voyage. He told his captain and his mates of the treasure and they decided to set sail for it. Upon arrival on the treasure island, there were lush greenery, wild animals and cannibals. The map was hard to read as it was worn out. They searched and dug and found a chest. They celebrated and cheered and congratulated the sailor who found the map. But when they opened it, they found nothing but a piece of paper. In it, was another map which said that the real treasure was located in the new world. The new world is where the colonies had just settled and it was still unstable and a dangerous place to be. Uncharted and mysterious with the magic of natives, it was a place where no one really wants to be. The sailor did his best and convinced the captain of the value of the treasure and off they went to the new world.
The trip to the new world was harsh on the crew. When they arrived, they were nearly depleted of supplies. Determined to find the treasure, the sailor went of in search for it with a couple of mates. It was after several hours that they final found the X-mark and started digging. When it was the sailor's turn to dig, he struck gold. He yelled to his shipmates to throw down a rope so that they could lift the treasure up. He tied up the treasure and they hoisted it up. The sailor waited for his rope. He waited. But it did not come. He yelled for his mates but there was nobody around. He knew what had happened. He was left there. Desperate, he tried climbing out of the deep hole, but failed. By now, the captain and his crew had left the new world. They came for what they wanted and had no other reason to stay. The sailor was doomed. Tired and worn out from the digging and yelling, he could not help but sleep and rest.
By the time he woke up, he could see the moon shining into the hole. Seeing death straight in the face, the sailor could not help but say a prayer. He prayed hard for God to somehow get himself out of the situation he got himself into. Suddenly, a shadow appeared above him. He was terrified, scared that a beast had come and found its meal. He did not dare to move. The creature then threw something down the hole. It was a rope! As he climbed out of the hole and saw the creature that saved him, he was shocked. It was a native dressed in a bear skin. The sailor was so grateful to the bear-man and vowed his life to him. The bear-man did not say a word.
The bear-man led the sailor to his village. The sailor could feel ice cold stares towards him. The sailor then thought that this may be a village of cannibals. The sailor wanted to run, but the bear-man then spoke to him in rough English. "Do not be afraid". The sailor had heard of the natives being able to speak English due to the arrival of the colonies. But he had no idea that he was able to meet one. The bear-man lead the sailor to the chieftain's hut. There, he saw a man decorated in eagle feathers, puffing out smoke from something which resembles a pipe; he was the chief. The sailor saw the bear-man kneel down in front of the smoking eagle-man and did likewise. The chief was pleased and called the bear-man to him. The sailor did not dare to move and stayed kneeled, head down. The sailor heard whispers from the two of them. After a while, the chief told the sailor to stand up. Bear-man then told the sailor, "You will prove yourself worthy. Tomorrow, you will help us in the forest. You will learn our ways." The chief then called out, "Whiteman, you are a maggot! And until you can prove otherwise, you will be referred to as 'Culaak', a maggot!". The sailor did not dare say anything to oppose the chieftain and he left with bear-man. Bear-man invited the sailor into his hut. There, he rested.
When morning came, the sailor was forcibly awoken by the bear-man. He felt like he was still in a nightmare. "It is morning. Come, we go hunt deer." The sailor reluctantly went. As, the bear-man went, the sailor grabbed hold of him,
"Thank you, you saved me."
"Let go of me Culaak! Thank me when you prove yourself worth!"
The sailor followed the bear-man and suddenly asked him,
"What is your name?"
"I am, what you English people call, savages."
"NO! Hey! I have vowed my life to you! You are no savage!"
The bear-man was shocked and sighed.
"I am what you English people call, Bear."
"Bear?"
"Enough! Be quiet and follow!"
Bear was going to find Badger and Raccoon to follow in the hunt. They first met Badger, a man with a badger skin.
"So this is the Culaak you found. He looks weak!"
"Hahaha! You are right Badger! Come, we go hunt deer today."
The sailor followed quietly as they come towards Raccoon's hut. The sailor thought, okay, "We have Bear, a man in a bear skin and Badger, a man in a badger skin, now, we're going to Raccoon, surely, I'll see a man in a raccoon skin." The sailor laughed as he taught of this.
Bear called out Raccoon. As Raccoon came out, the sailor was shocked! It was a man, with a live raccoon on his shoulder!
The natives brought their weapons, Bear had a spear, Badger had bow and arrows, Raccoon had a catapult and the sailor had nothing. The sailor asked, "Where is my weapon?"
"You just watch today Culaak!" Bear scolded while Badger and Raccoon laughed.
After a long track in the forest, they spotted their prey. There were deers drinking from a pool of water left after the rain. Bear signaled to Badger and Raccoon to get into position while the sailor stayed close by Bear. As they drew closer and closer to the deer, “BANG!" a loud bang from a gun was heard, and the deers started to run. In the confusion, they ran after the deers.
The sailor was lost, he was separated from the rest of the group in the confusion. "Now I'll never prove myself worthy!" mumbled the sailor. Just as he was searching around, he stumbled across a fox. They stared in the eye for a while, and the sailor thought, "If I can't get a deer, might as well get a fox!” He chased after the fox but no matter what, it was too fast for him. The sailor felt like he was being mocked by the fox. The fox stayed close by, as if asking the sailor to follow it. After chasing for half an hour, he could hear someone moaning. He went to find the source of the sound. As he drew closer, he saw Badger, trapped in a bear trap set by the colonies nearby. One of his leg was caught and the pain was unbearable. Rushing to aid Badger, he called out,
"Are you alright Badger? Where are the others?"
Badger moaned more.
"Don't worry! I'll get it out for you!"
"Don't you touch me Culaak!"
"Hey! I'm trying to help you!"
Badger reluctantly let the sailor help him. The sailor tried to free the trap by using a stick he found nearby, but it broke.
"Hand me your knife!"
Badger stared at the sailor, he saw his sincerity and handed him his knife. The sailor took the crooked looking knife made from animal bones and tried to free the trap by digging it out. After clearing the trap, the sailor forcibly opened the trap. He helped Badger tie up his wounded leg. By now, Badger had passed out due to the pain, and there was no way of knowing the correct way back to the village. The sailor thought that by helping Badger, he could get back to the village. Now, they are both lost.
Then the bushes near by started to rustle, something was coming closer. The sailor, in defense, grabbed Badger's knife. Fear, struck the sailor, he was thinking of abandoning the unconscious Badger but thought about being worthy. This is what it meant. I need to prove that I was worthy, thought the sailor.
Then, out of the blue, a raccoon appeared out of the bushes. It was the same raccoon on Raccoon's shoulder when they first met at the village. The sailor was relieved and lay in amazed at the creature.
The raccoon then lead them back to the village. There, Bear asked, “What happened! How did Badger get hurt!” The sailor could feel the anger in Bear, it was difficult to explain. Badger then awoken and said, “The Culaak saved me” and passed out again. The sailor was saved from the obviously death situation. “Come to my hut” called the Bear. The sailor explained how a fox led him to Badger and how Raccoon’s raccoon led them back to the village. “It seems that the spirit of the fox was with you.”
“The spirit of the fox?”
“You will understand… someday, Culaak.”
The sailor thought that he had managed to become worthy but he was wrong. But what he did gained the trust of Bear.
The sailor learned many skills, foraging, hunting and the culture of the natives. He gained the trust of Bear, Badger and Raccoon and they were best of friends. One day, the chieftain called the sailor to his hut. Bear, Badger and Raccoon was there. The sailor kneeled down in respect. “You have proven yourself worthy Whiteman. From today onwards, you will be known as Fox, for I see that the spirit of the fox is within you. Now stand.” The sailor was honored to be accepted as a part of the village. He vowed his life to it and to everyone in it. Bear, Badger and Raccoon congratulated Fox, and they were the best of friends.

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They had many more adventures... when i hav time, i'll write some more... hahaahah

sick

i'm sick...with insanity... maybe coz it's summer... maybe coz of those late nights being online... i dunno... but argh~~... i feel sick... feel drained of strength... i cant even do house chores properly... no appetite oso... bleh~~... really... but i guess it's juz in my mind... but argh... i'm tired... tired to go out n do something... tried to sleep... but it's difficult... wad's more... da results r coming out on 13 or 14... i dunno... it feels scary... feels difficult to breath... yea... suffocating... like being stabed at da same time... i'm hopeless... insane... maybe coz i'm cooped up in the house... wif no one but myself... been acting really really wierd... anyway... i guess wad i need is rest... or get out some where... yea...

xmas songs~~

I've uploaded a couple(4 nia la) of xmas songs!! Get them at the download section... most probably I'll have to take them down after Christmas or something... so quickly!! get emm now!! hehe

9.24pm

SIGH~~ nothing to do~~

a 2nd version of da wallpaper that I made earlier...

plain plan~

ok ok ...so wad's this insanity plan about?? n who is this doctor??lol~~

it's nth really~... plus i'm not in trouble wif my parents...

I'm not sure if anyone noes about Kinokuniya, but its a worldwide book store and there is one in KL... What i'm up to... is to buy a manga... yes... a japanese book from Kinokuniya... how?? by internet... wad bout a credit card? well... the thing is, i can still order a book and not have to use a credit card... if i am to collect it at the bookstore itself at KLCC (i noe where laa)... which is several hundred kilometers from where i am now...

So here is the plan~... I've already ordered one book... which will arrive in malaysia in about 1 month starting from today... and in about 1 month from now, i'll be in KL... c where i'm goin with this? Well... hopefully... by the time i get to KL, the book has arrived... and they will send me a notification email... urgh~. which i may need someone 2 help me check.. since i dun hav internet...(hmm... maybe a CC)...so... i need insane lucky to get the book when it arrives... becoz i'll only be in KL for 2-3 days!!! susah~~

If for whatever reason i can't get the book(s), I will need someone from KL to accept it for me~ and also send it to KCH~~ susah horr... yalor~~... an insane thing to do... and this person.. must also help me pay for the book first... Of course I'll hav 2 pay u back laa... 1 book costs RM29.70... but that doesn't mean tat it'll always be the same price... in a month, maybe the current exchange rate of the yen increases and this will mean that the price of the book will increase... but it shouldnt be that expensive... So... can anyone help me?? if i cant get my book?? Pls?? Pitiput?? Chan?? Andrew?? Ignatius??... lol.. arrangement of help is listed accordingly... I'll give more details when I receive more information on the matter... AND THIS IS IN JANUARY~

Hmm... for Pitiput who is sitting 4 exams this week... Good luck!! (I'm still praying 4 ya)

& Bass n CK... exams r next week rite?? Good luck 2 ya too..(pray 4 u guys too)

& me!! My results r coming out next week!! (GUYS!!! PRAY 4 ME OSO!!!!)

Re-edit~

hmm... a re-edit was required... maybe now it looks better

Wallie~

I've made a new wallpaper!! but i dont think that i'll submit it to minitokyo... tat place is no fun anymore... haha... Yea, this is San-chan from the Seto no Hanayome manga. It took me a few hours to complete this wall... the flowers were very troublesome. I din't bother to make it soo detail, so i left out some parts to make it more authetic. Oh yea, if anyone wants a no credits version of the wallpaper, contact me... u noe how~

About insanity plan... i haven got word from the "doctor", so I wont say until I get confirmation... HAHAHA

seto no hanayome

kyaaa!! i found a new manga to read... but up to now, only 8 chapters are out...sob sob... so i'm looking for raws... but couldnt find any... hav to resort to finding in china sites... soo... anyone who can read chinese, can you please help me find out what Seto no Hanayome looks like in mandarin... from there, i should be able to find the chinese scans... Onegai!! 瀬戸の花嫁 is in japanese... maybe this can be a clue?? zh help me find arr~
here is da link to da english translation http://www.animewaves.net/index.php?goto=m-snh

here is one of the pics

Prayer

1 week has passed... n guess wad?? my parents r sick of me now...lol... coz i act too lz... well.. i did do some of da house work...lol ... ahhh~~ boredom~.. ish~... now tat i hav nth to do... i wish to hav something to do!! hmm... now i envy u guys... while u guys envy me!! lol... but i dun wan assignments and exams!! juz studying would be fun...XP

ok lah... 4 ppl who have exams, assignments n stress... here is a prayer for ya

i pray that you don't get bored of studying,

that you don't get too stressed;

i pray that you wont get nervous,

that you'll hav confidence to relax;

i pray that you'll get enuf sleep,

that you wont fall asleep half way through;

i pray that you'll hav time,

to finish up all that you hav to do;

i pray that you wont be afraid,

that you wont pass or make mistakes;

i pray that you don't lose hope,

because it's always there;

i pray to GOD,

that he'll guide your way;

i pray that you don't panic,

and lose your concentration;

i pray that whatever you do,

do your best! and give it your all;

for all your worries and problems,
pray... so that GOD knows;

ok lah... it doesn't rhyme much... haha... but i pray that you guys do well in everything that you do... GOOD LUCK & GANBATE!!

1week

ok... 1 week has passed since i came back 2 kch... geehh~~ soo bored... mum keep on asking me to go find a job.. but i'm goin to SM in jan... hmm... lz leh... rather be a slave at home... geehh~~

waaahh~~... wad is it this time?? hmm... yea... i'm colouring it... this is the progress so far... keep me bz 4 these few days i think...

lineage arr?? laggy leh... my com here da ram not fast enuf... so kinda lame to play oso... din c anyone familiar lately... urgh~~ summer break~~

Kyaaa!!

Kyaaa!! Rena changed her hair style for the winter!! Kawai na~~ (^_^)

She's doin an opening ceremony...LOL...

Another 1??

gggeeehhhh??!! what is it this time?? sigh~~...lol~... ok ok... this looks wierd... i noe... sigh~~... come on guys... think artistically... not pervy like~~... sigh~~...

ok ok... this picture is supposely a girl lying on a bed... u ask me why is she in a swimsuit?? ask ck... he thinks it's sexy... lol~... plus... it was da easiest thing to draw at the moment... i'm actually looking for good clothes to cover this girl in... lol... sigh~~... geeehhh~~?? what?? she looks like some sort of mannequin?? needs more adjustments...what?? water is spouting out her skin?... it's suppose to be bed wrinkles...what?? how come her hands n feet are like tat?? hmm... sexy pose??... what?? is her right hand that long?? i dunno... lol~~

geehhh~~...me being desperate n bored n really really nothing to do... shiku~ shiku~ = sob~ sob~... thanks for all the comments (arigato!) n critics (ijiwaru!) on pics... lol..

arigato = thx , ijiwaru = go look for it urself~... lol~

(^_^)

XP... i think this is better than my previous attempts right? though it still need lots of improvement~~...lol

geehh~~ really arr...like nth to do... lol... need color right?? but i think i'll try doing the hands, body and legs 1st... it's been a long time since i last drew anything which can be considered as art...LOL... is this actually art?? sigh~~... juz a picture or doodle nia... XP

photoshoping~

hehe... i tried to draw a girl character, drafted it on pencil and pen... scanned it into my computer, then reedit the whole picture in photoshop!... here is the results... not bad for a noob... though i dint bother abou shading or color just yet... hehe

~draft~

photoshop magic... lol

since i wasnt that skilled, it took me awhile to finish it. I took the original draft and put it as the background as a guide. I redrew all the lines... plus minus... lol...

sigh~~... if only i can draw like this, i could get a job as a mangaka already... haahha.... jk jk...

holiday soo boring... hmm... dal n roy dun reply my msgs... n lz 2 go out now... sigh~~... maybe later install lineage2 again... haha... or else i'll keep practicing on my mangas... lol...

for all those having a tough time with assignments and exams, it wish you people luck and GAMBATE!! haha

difference~

the difference between drawing and drafting~~... should be really clear right? haha... the mind is an idealist... i can imagine really well how your picture should come out. But when you hold out a pencil and try to draw it out. It becomes some what undesirable... therefore, the hand is a realist~.. haha... sigh~~...
Ya noe, i think i'll stick to drafting and improving my charaters more. i have a hard time drawing sceneries and guys... yeah... it's hard to draw guys... haha.. because i'm too used to drawing girls!!... XP
so i don't think that i can reach my dateline of finishing the manga on Sunday... yea.. the story is kinda lame... that's why i'm looking for writers to give me some sort of storyline... haha...
normally, manga artist will start by drawing doujinshi. Meaning, drawing from the original artist and creating their own or similar stories related to the original product.
It's often hard to create original stories because there are too many competition and people are normally interested in the current or popular series.. heeh..
ok ok la~~....

girl guy

mp3 arr

special request from pat~~ follow the link below and you'll go to a site... scroll down and click the download button... that's all.... haha

http://www.4shared.com/file/531667/306d073d/02-jackie_chan_and_kim_hee_sun-endless_love_1-cocmp3.html

6 pages~

hehehe... it's a draft for now... no much of an impression... but i dont wanna make it too long... haha... enjoyz...plus there is a link down there after the mangas, if you want to download it all in one go. These materials are copyrighted. No one is allowed to publish these products without the permission of the author...=P... i'm serious... hohoho

pg 1 pg 2

pg 3 pg 4

pg 5 pg 6

http://www.4shared.com/file/530681/ff31e8e3/Jmanga.html

manga hia~

hiak hiak hiak... lol... true to my word... i'm starting on the draft of my manga... manga means comic in japanese... and well... lol... just drafting for now... i'll post it in later tonight when i make a proper draft... the first intro part will be long.. so bear with me... maybe 6 pages?? haha... tat;s considered short arr... but hard to draw... lol... hehe... i'll make it according to the times... whenever i'm free... which i am... haha... geeehh~~ kek u ppl.. sorry sorry... haha... i'll reedit this entry tonight... when i finish the last 3 pages... hoho...

oh yeah... guy!!! please listen up!! please please download this new font!! i use this font for my titles and it seems that you guys have been seeing the old font used for the title...

http://www.4shared.com/file/529253/e3f03964/alsscrp.html

after downloading it, got to control panel and paste it in the Fonts folder... Now you'll be able to see what i see

damai~~

hehehe.... wanna kek some of u ppl who are so busy with work and assignments.. or just too bored to move around... lol... nolar.. let u ppl enjoy looking at da sea... calm ur senses.. maybe i should put the sea as the background sound...lol... i went to damai this morning... sesco family day wad~~.... do what there?? nth much lehh~~... go walk around while the youngings run around playing... feel kinda like an oji-san there... aiiyoo... maybe i'll be more fun if i had a gf~~... lol... sigh~~... aii... hmm...

there is suppose to be a pic of me... but i dont have it in my camera... will reedit this entry when i get.

edit: yea.. this is a pic of me and my dad... it's in friendster oso... XP...

yeah!!!

exam over... and i'll be back home tomorrow!!! yeahhh!!! can got eat home cooked food... play with cats... sleep on a good bed... plus!! no exam or studies for a while!!! lol...hmm... i'm still not done packing.. though not much 2 bring back i think... flight is at 12pm.. should arrive at 1pm... duhh~~ i dunno wanna bring back my computer or not... if i do.. then i wont bring my scanner... if i bring my scanner then i wont bring my com... soooo?? why bring back my scanner?? hmm.. coz i was thinking of making mangas... but then... i don;t think that i'll be touching a pencil for a while... hmmmmmm....aiiiiiii

my bro will still be here until end of january.. then the house will be empty for awhile.. until march... urgh~~... 1 month nobody at home.... aiiiiii..... hmmmm~~~...ahh.... anything lah...

tension~~

stress..tension.. urgh~~... blur.. lost... ngong liaw.. the feeling of suffocating... i cant breathe... sumone.. urgh~~...hmm.. now and then when i feel stress or get dust in my lungs.. i can feel a little asma attack.. a little wheezing... this is my fear.. if i sleep.. i'm scared that i'll just stop breathing...scary thought huh?? so what to do?? study more.. get more stress.. n repeat the process.. lol.. i think i'll have to get the inhaler for next sem... i dont think i can handle being suffocated everytime i get stressed...

~marathon~

The 5 day exam,study,pray marathon will begin soon... argh~~~ wwwaaaahhhh~~!!!!! need lots of luck and confidence... plus.. lots and lots of sleep!!! urgh~~... or else die before the marathon is over...LOL

insanity~

i'm at the point of insanity... my internal clock has gone out of control.. and i think i'm gonna go critical soon... i just cant stand it anymore!! too stress!! argh!! sumone help me out of this hell!!

Tomorrow is the first exam.. it should be fine.. open book.. hmm.. tuesday is gonna be MC.. up to now, i've only covered chapter 3.. 7-9 chapters to go...no biggy rite?? urgh~~... SS is on wednesday... duhh~~ dun get me started on that.. be doin it later this morning.. EF?? only manage to cover part 1... still have tutorials to go.. ES.... last day... urgh~~ left tut 5 and midterms.. scary!! kowai!!! kowai-o!!! Oka-san!!! (sob sob~~)

At the breaking point~~... couldnt sleep... tons on things on my mind... i keep on praying to God to give me strength to keep on cramming all the stuff.. i do not ever want to repeat what happened last sem!! arghh~!!!! but it feels soo hard~~.. confidence level at.. 10%... urgh~~~

exams are either at 3.45pm or 6.45pm... duuhhh~~~... puuuuhhhh~~~

sigh~~~... doshio??? argh~~... it's hard to keep on pushing~~... aiii!!!! but have to try my best until da end rite?? no turning back... shiku~shiku~

OMG!! SF FLASH!!

OMG!! I cant believe how good SF looks!! hehe... there is hope for SF after all... i just cant help but make a post in here.. http://www.hlj.com/product/BAN938609 .. hehe 1/60 version... too big for me.. hmm.. still.. still.. still... waiting for MG SF!!! lolz...

~Away~

i'll be away until furher notice...

Notice: Exams starts on the 14 until 18

LOL!

~So so~

~Life is so so~

neither bad nor good... juz.. so so.. ^_-

So what do you do to make your life not just so so?? hmm.. try to do new things? imagine stuff?? hobbies?? do paloi stuff? hehe..

oh yeah... before i forget.. today is cruz's birthday!! happy birthday man... you are officially 20 years old.. according to malaysia timeline.. lol.. perhaps in US you are still err.. 11 hours behind.. lol.. 11 hours younger.. haha..

'I'm still keeping my sights open.. if u noe wad i mean.. perhaps because of all the work, test and stress, i dont feel any spark.. or perhaps.. 2 years of boredom took up all the space.. hmm.. so.. i'll be looking around.. lolz'

~on to other stuffs~

lets make life more interesting... don't talk about work.. problems.. stress..

~my idea of a romantic scene or moment~which can be implied to both he/she, i'll be using she/her since i'm a guy~and this is just good fun~ fiction unless can be proven otherwise.. haha~endings are up to you~

(1) so.. you are in the library, doing your studies by yourself.. you feel tired and it's cold because the air-con temp was set too low.. she still has class so you start think about her.. you look at your watch.. another 30 mins to go, so you decide to rest awhile laying your head on the table.. as you started to close your eyes.. someone sneaks behind you and gives you a warm hug.. at first you will be a little surprised.. but then you can smell her hair and immediately you recognize that it is her......

(2) so.. you are on a picnic (LOL) with a bunch of your classmates, because the groupings were pre-arranged, she's with her friends and you are with yours.. treasure hunting was one of the activities set and there was a bit of competition among groups.. towards the end of the hunt, the last clue led you to meet with her.. and the you are the last two groups to finish the game.. your teammates let you two to finish the race.. you guys like to compete, so this is one of those things you do.. in the end, you lost the race.. haha.. well, at least she's happy right? it's the end of the day, time to go back.. she's all pooped and whines of being too tired to walk.. so what do you do? you tell her, "come on, i'll give you a piggy-back ride".. she jumps on you.. and you are surprised that she was that light (heavy? hoho).. exhausted, she whispers in your ears, "you let me win, didn't you..", you can only smile and carry her back......

(3) The classic raining day event. It was a fine day to go out on the beach, the whether forecasted raining later that day but you ignore it anyway since it was the only time you can spend with her on that day. After spending an hour or two on the beach, clouds blown from the sea started to roll in.. a heavy down pour was expected but both of you couldnt escape it.. you packed as much things as you can and both ran to the nearest 7-11.. only to find out that they just ran out of umbrellas.. she gets annoyed and says "i told you it was going to rain"..your car was a little further off but you don't wanna leave her.. shivering, you took out the damped towel from your bag and covered her.. bought some hot cocca and sat at the porch, waiting for the rain to lift.. still feeling cold, you cuddle up together and drank the hot cocca.. "Sorry.." is all you can say.. but she doesnt say a word.. the rain seemed to have drown all your words.. she just hugs you more closely.. saying "it's cold..".. Both of you stayed there until the rain finally lifts......

ok.. i'm out of ideas now.. maybe next time.. i don't really know what do girls think.. so this was kinda like one sided.. soo?? the girl has so little to say.. lol... in (3) i wasnt sure whether it ended in a romantic way.. or a disaster.. lolz.. there are two sides.. ur side and her side.. so up to you to end it.. and as you can see.. it's getting longer and longer.. lolz.. all for the fun of it.. i still have some more ideas.. though vague.. i think i'll let you in on it when i have more free time... or feel like it~.. lolz..

SS quiz in 10 hours.. lolz..

~shoot me~

Someone pls shoot me.. argh~

I feel like the manga or anime being shot with arrows.. (will draw 1 when i have time..lol)

urgh~ saw her today.. she didnt seem to have much effect.. and i didnt show much either.. as in.. duh~~ nth ever happened.. (-_-)... lolz...

bad timing lah.. it's the end of the semester already.. no time anymore for these stuff.. n i dont think that i am as sweet as i used to be.. hmm...

so what now?? now?? now have to finish up all the assignments i have been saving up the whole semester.. time to start cracking.. hopefully i'll get it through this sem with less than a broken leg.. lolz...

back to work?? i guess.. tomorrow will have ES test.. have 2 pass up ES lab.. MC logbook.. and study for thursday's SS test.. urgh~~.. lots huh?? maybe others have more.. hehe..

exams start on da 14 of nov.. ends on da 18..

oii.. now a bit noisy in campus.. ppl play wierd music.. ok ok.. enuf.. afterwards no time to study..

2 to 3 worlds?

i'm in many different worlds...

1) the virtual reality world

2) anime world

3) reality

In (1) i show what i am really feeling.. a little spoilt, scared, crazy, pervy, and i write more than i speak

In (2) i just watch them.. lolz

In (3) i kinda lz, lost, and most of the time, neglect my insides and try to do everything i can to feel comfortable at where i am and what i do...

so in my blog, i may be shouting out like crazy, saying all that "i wanna die stuff" but in reality i dont show it.. more like.. my usual quiet self.. haha.. i guess, this is what a blog is for rite?? lolz.. maybe for me~

i found a good site to host files 4shared.com

you can upload up 2 10Mb, and the download speed is better than rapidshare.com

maybe next time i'll want 2 put a download link in my blog... next time as in when i am back in kch..

i just wanna let everyone know that i'm fine.. there are some issues which i need to figure out myself.. but i just wanna speak (write) out my mind.. thx for all da encouragements.. haha... i'm like a kid asking for attention.. =P

i'm trying out the 4shared.com now.. here is the link for an mp3 i want.. the password is 'liquidblader' without the quotes.. i zipped it so that you people in campus can download it too

http://www.4shared.com/file/386088/682a125/Shuffle_On_the_Stage_-_Intro.html

~i wanna be?~

=(... what do i really want to be... i've been thinking a lot about that... is engineering really my field? why did i choose this course anyway? -_- ... i've never really thought about what i wanted to be until i came to 1st year... now... there is no turning back... is there?? argh!!! i just wish i can just leave everything behind and turn tail and just go out into the world.. leave everything... leave everyone and start anew.. =(

but i have to stick it up to the end rite? or else i'll be disappointing everyone.. including myself.. and just escaping responsibilities.. i'm always trying to convince myself.. "Once i've finished this course, i can do what i want".. issit true?? or "i can take another course after i've finished this".. but ya noe... i'm kinda tired, sien, lame, baka!! iiisshhh!!!!! so sien of studying already... i'm trying to look for a way out!! HELP!!!! ARGH!!!!! =(

So what now? i don't know.. another 2 years and i'll be done.. tat is.. IF i can get myself together to finish it.. it isnt nice and comforting to try to do something that you don't like.. hmm.. kinda like working rite??

There's some of my friends who are going for industrial training this summer break.. well.. ok~ so what do i noe about being an electrical engineer in practical? zip.. nth.. nada.. a big O... so if i do go for training.. i'll be like a noob.. a tourist down the sub station.. taking pictures, and notes of things that i'va yet to comprehend~.. duuhh~~ Last time, i made the reason why i chose EE was because i have a little knowledge in EE because of my father, and there was a scholarship sponsored by SESCo.. well.. it had better pay than being an artist or english teacher right?? i feel like reconsidering all my previous decisions.. but i cant.. wont it be a big surprise to everyone, if i just packed up and disappeared to no where? a long long vacation to face the harsh realities of the world.. perhaps then, i would be able to see the light more clearly... DAMN!! a dream which can never come true..

-_-.... lame lame lame!!! GGRRHHH!!!! I wanna shot out loud!! i want to go to the beach and release all that negativity~~ that bad aura... u can see me sleeping these past few days.. not wanting to do anything... soo sien of life that you can't even imagine... and dont u ppl say.. "u need 2 get urself a girl~".. tat has nth to do wif this... ish~!!! bloody hell!!!!

BAM!! BAM!! BAM!! being urself is just soooo unacceptable in society... i feel like i'm gonna burst anytime...DAMN IT!!

~schoolmate~

lolz.. guess wad~~... i found out that she was a schoolmate!! different class but same year.. hmm.. gomen gomen.. if i didnt recognize~.. aii..

hmm.. played a little sms with her.. found out a couple of other things too.. oh well.. not much for today's entry anyway~.. i'll just keep it as friends for now until i can get to know her better.. will meet her this afternoon for class..

hmm~~ aurora became interested in going to the prom pulak.. after i tired so much to make him change his mind.. only today someone mentioned it was a buffet style dinner.. lolz.. next time i should try that.. hohoho..

a bit hungry now... off to cooking i guess..

~msg~

i just got a msg from 'her' saying that she wont go this saturday~~...

oh well.. at least she didn't kept me waiting long right?.. n this solves some of my problems rite?

=P

so so~~ it's ok ler~~ though things didnt actually worked out~ at least i did ask her out.. got to know her a little.. (^_^)

so maybe move on from here?? hmm~~ haha.. we'll see~..

and there is always next year's prom~

=_=

i don't really believe that there is such a thing as a bad day~.. maybe unfavourable ones yes... bad?? no.. God gives us life everyday.. so there must be something good about it~

actually i left out a couple of unfavourable stuff from my blog yesterday.. it's not what i want the public to know.. but what happened is exactly what is written.. no plus, no exagerations.. and it is from my point of view.. so it may conflict with others..

so so... what now? tickets are flying away by the day.. zh said not much left cause more were sold to outside people.. n the table arrangements are really not organized.. more tickets were sold to outsiders.. i mean.. it is curtin's prom night rite?? just because they can earn more money by selling to outsiders doesn't mean that it has to turn into a miri prom right?? (>_<)# hmm.. i wonder what are the student council doing?? sigh~~

oh well.. i must say.. even though i've said that i'll still even though the girl doesn't.. it seems that things are unfavourable to me at this time.. there should be extra tickets lying around.. but tat doesn't interest me that much.. i mean.. now only a few of my friends could go too.. or would like to go.. i don't blame them.. i feel the same way~~

so~~... the only thing that could change my mind about going is.. (1) the girl changed her mind and decides to go with me.. (2) a couple more seats are available and more of my friends can join in.. (3) provided i can still find tickets.. well, if (1) happens.. of course i'll try my best to get tickets..

i kinda knew things will go out of way ~~ anyway, for those who already have tickets.. enjoy ur time there.. don't forget to take pictures & tell stories about it.. lolz.. i wanna hear.. who noes.. maybe things like last prom night 'could' happen again.. haha..

just got this, this morning.. so just maybe~~ there is a little more chance.. so so?? just now just hung up with andy~~ another seat gone.. i wasnt fast enuf to get the last seat.. oh well~~.. (o*_*o) <--- pouting~

p/s: i would like to thank everyone who made the time to read my blog entires and kept me company.. it was fun!! haha.. lots of comments and excitement.. blogging won't be as fun without ppl's views.. sorry if i was a bit(a lot?) pushy in asking u to read my entries..honto ni gomennasai!! hmm.. pls cont to visit my blog when u r free.. yoroshiku onegai shimasu!! who noes.. miracles do happen right?? (^_^)

pending mode kah??

For the play boys.. there's nth but ez smooth talk huh??

conditions and time matter... n today's condition was blur n i had only 10 mins~~

i'd rather be an octopus~~~~

ok ok... she went into the class with her friend fiona, after they had sat down, i went up to her and introduced myself.. then i asked her for her name.. hmm.. maybe i'll post her name out next time.. or if u ask me in msn.. i then told her about the prom.. apparently she didn't know about it.. and she seemed a bit interested.. she asked her friend if she were going.. fio said she wasn't so she said that she wasn't going oso.. i then said nvm.. and passed her my name and number, telling her that if she changed her mind, call me.. she said thx.. and tat's tat.. hmm.. oh yeah~~ i over heard fio asking her to go out anyway.. but i didn't know if she wanted to too.. hmm.. this was one of the things that i did not expect.. lolz.. if her friend didnt go, most probably she wont go too huh?? yea.. especially with someone that you dont know too well.. anyway.. i made 'a foot step'.. not a step ok~~.. so so.. had 2 hours of class there.. heard a bit of 'go laa' here and there.. lolz.. hmm.. if she does go out with me.. then good loh huh??

I just realized that tomorrow morning, i'll be able to see her again because there is a lab.. so see how lah.. i think i'll tell her to inform me if she is going before thursday.. because i need to get 'things' ready.. things like the tickets, the clothes, ppl going, those things.. and if she does go out with me, i'll have to go and prepare something sweet so that she'll remember the night.. hey~~ don't look at me like tat~~ i like to give ppl stuff.. nice stuff..

oh yeah.. her personality reminded me of how shy and cute pitiput was~~ lolz.. maybe if she's abit more daring, then she'll go out with me.. =P

~~manga version~~

ネコ = neko = cat (girl(s))
キツネ = kitsune = fox (me)
タコ = tako = octopus (me)

here is what roughly happened...

this is wad happens if i was an octopus...

lolz...

oh yea.. i even went to cut my hair this morning!! lolz~

doing things this paloi makes me feel all nostalgic~~

(O_O) can't sleep

i've been awake since 12am... I can't sleep now... been trying to sleep for the past 3 hours!!

ok... I've just thought of something... yes... i'm a noob ok? I've never asked a girl out in my life!!

in the event that she is unsure that she'll go... i was thinking of giving her my phone number to let me know if she changes her mind... the thing is.. do i ask for her number??

of course in the event that she agrees to be my partner, then i'll ask for her number... but what about the situation on top?? hmm...

I could keep on waiting... and waiting... and waiting...

or i could get her number... and call her to confirm if she is goin.. after a few days... though plans have to be reorganized...

hmm... well... if i got rejected... then i wont have to think much about it huh?? lolz...

~~~~~ hours later....~~~~~

oh yea! for all you gundam fans!! especially shaggy...lolz.. got freedom gundam and impulse gundam with extra finish out!! but not here in toys world laa... go check in dalong.net

I just want to post the picture of freedom here... it looks nice!! i want it!! if i can find it i think i'll buy it... dun care about strike freedom 1st... lolz

nite hours~

sigh~

(-<-) --> i'd rather be an octopus

last nite really was nuts~~

now that i'm cooled down... hmm... A--> I huh??

after saying that i'll go, that i'll ask da girl out, after being high n excited...

hmm~~ i can't go back on my words rite?? aiiiiiiiiii~~~~

be a man~~ and go for it?? sigh~

from 0 --> 100

or 0 --> -100

(-<-)

man~~... i don't expect much from da prom, in term of building a relationship... it's all too sudden and well... not my pace~~ well... if anything do develops well... then hmm~~... maybe it's ok?? though... argh~~... (low mode~~)

どしお！！どしお！！だれか！！たすけて！！

(In hiragana pronounciation)

...---...

O.o

ARGH!!!!!!!!!

(waving~~)

sigh~~(no one sees)

oh yea~~ i didnt explain da real deal~~... I know totally nth bout da girl... didnt thought of asking her out in the 1st place... only see her twice a week in class... was in a dont care state... prom is next saturday... have to ask her on monday!!... tickets hav to be bought on monday!! or tuesday~~... anything goes wrong?? i'll still go anyway~~... no clothes to wear for da prom... in a dying state now... panic state!! argh!! i'm doom!!! argh!!!!

that's why i'd rather be an octopus... (-<-)

the decision~

Ok... I got my car back today... no more jerking, ticking sounds and it's really nice to drive again~~... cost RM252.64.. urgh~~

i guess i have made the decision to go to the prom afterall... it'll be fun... i keep telling myself that... sigh~~

now... all i need is a partner for the prom... easier said than done...ish~

i had my eyes on this girl for a while but i never really thought of making a move until this prom thing popped out... she came out of the blue this semester when all hope was gone (not so many girls in eng.).. and she's not bad looking to boot~~

Allright... here's the deal... the prom is next saturday nite.. tickets just went on sell today.. i have one chance to ask her out (actually 2).. after class, i'll immediately go to her and ask her to the prom... but... what to say?? i'll intro myself... aske her name... and??? this is where u readers come in handy.. although the final decision is up to me..

A. Are you free this Saturday?... Would you like to go to the prom with me?...

B. There's the prom this Saturday, would you mind being my partner?

C. This Saturday is prom night, do you have a partner yet?

D. Are you going to the prom night this Saturday?

E. Would you be my partner for this Saturday's prom night?

F. It's prom night this Saturday, are you going?

G. I'm looking for a partner for this Saturday's prom night. Would you be her?

H. I've always had my eyes on you. Would you mind being my partner for this Saturday's prom night?

I. (Any suggestions that you can provide...??)

Hmm... put ur answers in the tagboard... If it is offline for some reason, put it in the comments... Thanks to everyone who is reading... =P

Of course, I'll think of something to say after the first response... bad or good... I'll think about it later... 1st things 1st... the first impression~~~

prom nite~~

hmm... prom night is coming soon~~

how arr?? hmm... actually it doesn't seem like a big deal...

it may be fun... or dull...

may be guys without dates (like me~~) will hug da wall...

or may be guys with camera will be flying around (like zhen hai with my camera)... lolz...

who noes... may be there'll be girls like that too!! LOL!!

the food might suck~~~

the drinks... exp~~

there might be dancing (small floor)...

there might even be a mr. prom & miss prom... lolz

there'll surely be couples...

there might be beauty queens...

there'll surely be beuty freaks...

some might even be 'nengless' (HOHO)

with a whole bunch of stuffing!!

i might get a girl to go~~ if she wans to~~ (O.o)

but i might not have the guts (no usus to share...lolz)

so who knows~~

loud music around~~

people crapping here and there~~

drunks sleeping at the back (like mic last time)

or even dancing wild moves .. =P

money will be flying

if i'm really going...

but it'll be great fun with friends...

and even better if with a girl... (issit?? hmm...)

perhaps maybe with friends.. it'll go crazier...

with girls.. it'll go more intimate... or end up in disaster~~

lolz...

prom is next saturday~ i heard... havent got a ticket... not even a sponsored~~

so lets see... if i can get 1... or maybe get invited by 'someone'... hopefully a girl..=P..hehe...

level 48 nia~

LOLz... 2 hours of gameplay and only added 2 levels... hard to find high exp and money monsters now... have to go deeper into the valley or caves... oh yeah... changed armor and weapons to C grade... need to be level 50 or 51 to change to B grade~

Tomorrow have quiz... urgh~~

2 Megapixels!!

CLICK THE IMAGE TO SEE THE IMAGE!!

Hehehe... Went testing around with my camera today~ Lolz... It's not bad~~ quite good for a camera phone~~... now I have 2 cameras!! =P

I just activated my gprs just now... only at 9.30 then it'll be activated for use~~ sigh~~ why so slow~~

I also activated my mms oso... tried to send to ppl but haven received yet... have to wait for the gprs to activate?? hmm~~ settings have been downloaded to my phone already... so I guess I just have to wait

urgh~~ a pic of me~~ lolz

K750i!!!!!!!!!!

I decided to buy the phone now instead of buying it when I go to KL next year... It's like 3 months away!! I got it for RM1480+RM20 for screen protector... lolz~~owe ppl money...lolz...

Today was soo damn tiring~~ All the ATM machines seem to run out of money or out or order!! I had to go to 5 atm outlets before I manage to find 1 which could make transactions~~...duhhH~~~

I had 2 borrow 500 from aurora coz my limit perday is 1k... Still trying to master da phone~~ got a little trouble here and there with the USB cable~~ the camera is great!! not to mention the mp3 player too!! yes!! i dont have to change my phone for another 3 years~~ lolz~~

Lineage arr... a bit lz to play liaw... now stuck at level 45... i think... i havent logged in today~~... changed my armor and weapons 2 C grade already... looks... different~~ haha

tomorrow is class again~~ sigh~~ a bit sien with that~~ yepz.. got work to do~~ lab this week... quiz on thursday... lab report on friday~~... urgh~~~~

Sleepy now~~ I'll take a little nap before dinner~~ nitez~~

Magestic Robe~~

Beautiful but... hard to move around...LOL...

Now I'm level 40... changed to spellsinger already...LOL.. I still can't really wear the magestic robe yet... It's level A and I only master level C... so it's hard to move around the place... too bad can't use it now... urgh~~ 20 more levels to go...

The bad thing about being a spell caster is da low HP you get... sigh~~ I need to level up more... LOL...

I've been crapping my SE for the whole day already!! I couldn't stand it until I started playing lineage... Left practical 3 and use cases to draw for practical 2... will continue tomorrow... Urgh~~ I mean in a few hours... LOL...

Verola

Today's title is my LineageII character... lol..

The reason why I chose to be a elf girl is because there are a lot of PK (player killers) in this game... and people are more friendly an kind to girls!! and guess wad... I got PK last night... LOL... well at least I don't get PK as much as guys... LOL

I'm only at level 25 now... Elf Wizard... try casting spells and stuff... equips are expensive but since this is a private server, they make it eazier to obtain stuff and money...

Alright... back to work~~

DeadNet..=(...LineageII...=)

Sigh~~ Tired~~~

Aiiyo... yesterday had 6 hours on internet downtime... It was suffering...LOL

SPMP is about half way through... only left section 4... Tomorrow I'll have lab test which I am only 50% sure of success... nvm lah~~

Waaa~~ I joined LineageII after Reon invited me... Since we are waiting for RF online to come out next year, we joined the free private server... So now I'm kinda stuck to playing it since I don't get much games here and I kinda miss RPG... lol... only now it is MMORPG...(maybe not funny...=P)

Maybe tomorrow I'll post out my character...LOL... be surprised~~

Pls don't...

Aiiyo... I've heard a lot of complains about 1/100 HG(High Grade) Strike Freedom gundam which just came out quite recently... Yes... I also think that it isn't as nice as it should be!!! I think the cheeks are too big for it...

It should be like this...

But I guess it's hard to compare with the anime... Sigh~~

This is one of the reason why I don't want to buy HG anymore and prefer MG(Master Grade)

Let's try comparing the HG & MG for Freedom Gumdam...(the right is MG)

You can see the difference in the head, HG is much longer and MG is more detailed and sharp. It is much much more flexible than the HG too. I hope the wing is even longer and the guns are not so smooth...

For those who are interested in finding out more about HG & MG and about new Gundam models, pls visit http://dalong.net If you can only see a blank page, change your encoding to korean.

One thing I hope for MG Strike Freedom is that they make the legs more detailed like in the anime. The arrow shows extra thrusters and the HG was just plain old white... Aii...

Disclaimer: The pictures provided belongs to dalong.net and bandai. I do not claim any ownership towards these pictures.

-_-....

Sigh~~~

So sien eehh~~... I just finished my midterm test just now... and Nader had already posted the solutions in the homework folder before the exam started. We all thought that he'll never do things like that again... How wrong we were... I even joked about it... Sigh~~

Argh~~ If I had checked my workings properly I would have done better for my transformer part... I can't imagine why my current became so small until I tired to redo the question after the test... I had missed the decimal point while calculating the rating...-_-#...Luckily I did fairly well for my motor question... I just hope that Nader won't deduct marks just because I didn't follow all of his workings exactly...

I should be able to get my car today... Hopefully, they did a good job fixing it... I miss driving my own car... It's hard to depend on other people to drive you around... sigh~~

That's all for now~~

16 hours of entertainment

I just woke up... My eyes are their smallest now, and my hair has a funky hair style... Yesterday was insane... 4 hours of shopping, 12 hours of gaming... It really was insane... A day of doing nothing but play... urgh~~~~~~

I better get sumthing to eat and take a bath... will blog later if I can...

~~Later today (7pm)~~

Guilt, stress, tired, fatigue, sleepy, hungry,... among the things I'm feeling now...I have not done anything but play for 2 days and I slept the whole day thru today...On Wed I'll have another midterm exam...I have no idea how well I did for my previous tests... maybe ok... maybe not... aiii....More assignments due next Friday... And another due the following week... urgh~~

Other than all the work and stress...I dreamt of wierd things this morning... about halflife2, NOLF2, Stargate, daily life... wierd...

Feeling out of place this whole sem... can't enjoy studying as much as I used to... It's more like a burden now... sigh~~ Nothing interest me that I just can't help but fall asleep...

oh yeah... chan is going to UK tomorrow right? Have a safe trip and good luck!!

Happy Mooncake Festival everyone!!

Day off~~

I'm taking today off to study for tomorrow's SE midterm exam... I just found out about the exam on Saturday and I have 5 chapters to go through... I've only reached chapter 2 yesterday...
SS quiz is on Thrusday and ES midterm is next Wednesday... Assignment submittions might be this Friday unless people ask for extensions... Sigh~~~
#$%@ I wish I had less things to worry about... and after the car wreck... Sigh~~~...
I'm gonna get sick soon... feeling the flu and sore throat coming... -_-#

The car~

The car... -_-#

It'll take at least 10 days to repair the damage... I've only taken the picture of the front. Didn't manage to get more pictures due to the rain this morning...

Bye bye money~~

hmm..... my brother got into a self car accident today... and I had to drive it to the car shop for repairs. Tui Kiat showed the way to the mechanic's shop since I wasn't local. Lai accompanied me there... Thanks to them, I managed to get it done very quickly...Luckily there wasn't any morning classes today...

My brother seemed to feel bad for damaging the car... Sigh~~

Oh well... at least he didn't get injured...

I didn't scold him...neither did my Dad... is it ok?? hmm... I just hope that he learns from the mistake...

repair cost is estimated at RM1600+

SIGH~~~~~

15 hours~

My clock has been set 5 hours ahead than normal these few months prior to the availability of 24/7 internet connection. As of now, I am deprived of days of sleep. Days roll by without stoping and I fear that I may not be able to stand much longer...LOL

My day starts at noon, no breakfast and ends at 3am the next morning with a morning snack... This is how things are here... I am feeling it more after the free week has passed and tomorrow (today) I feel as if I'm not gonna make it... (be awake in class)

It's been like this since the 1st semester this year. The reason for why I had not finished my studies... pass my exams perfectly... and had to return for 3 days and back again... This is madness...

Test is within a few more hours... I feel so unprepared for what Lord Nader has prepared for us. If he manages to use his mind trick on us once again... I fear I may...ZZZZzzzzzzzz

Stargate SG1

Finally I've found Stargate SG1 to download!! It's been a while since I last watched the series. I just love the crazy stuff O'Neill and Teal does in the show... LOL...

Currently 10Gb+ have been reserved just to get season 1-8. I'm planing to get Stargate Atlantis too...

Monitoring'~~

After suffering the lost of my previous monitor, I've got a new one!! LOL...

Compared to my old one which I bought from Mic for 15"Acer RM50... This is a whole different experience...hehe...

My Samsung 17" flat screen RM430...Ok lah... It'll be good when I try to make graphical stuff. I used to complain that my monitor screen was too small...=P

<('-'<) <( '-' )> (>'-')>

The will of men~~

The will of men is weak~~

I am between heaven and hell... Doomed on Earth... Only the with the will of men, will one achieve peace... But alas... the will of men is weak~~

My heaven? (no work but entertainment)

My earth? (work and entertainment with time restraints)

My hell? (no entertainment but work)

My peace? (no stress)

Alas... the will of men is weak~~

The truth behind the name~~

Hmm... First of all Happy Merdeka!!
There has been a lot to talk about my name. And it isn't girlish!! LOL...Ok... with the help of lai (aurora), I managed to find out the real meaning for my name by using the Babylon Dictionary.

志 (tze) = ambitious, 慧 (hui) = intelligent

School Rumble chapter 144 is out on torrent, and there isn't anything about yakumo and harima after the 'manga drawing' session.

This is from chapter 143 when harima asks yakumo to try acting the confession scene.

~~Sleepy...After DOTA until 4am...~~

Kch Pics...Too funny~~

Finally... after 1 month of waiting for cruz's reply, he finally posted up the pics from the time he came back to kch... and well... what I have to say is... DUH~~!! Why all the funny pictures?? LOL... The wierdest will have to be Dal... I think if he saw his picture online he'll freak out... hahaha! Oh well... at least we had fun right?? Oh yeah!! Check your mails guys (selected)... I'll be waiting to hear what type of ideas you'll have for me... hehehe!!

The pics are here http://www.xanga.com/home.aspx?user=red_apocalypse_horse
It's in cruz's blog... Free publicity!!...LOL

p/s: Cruz! You haven't opened your blog to public~~... I can't post... Or are u affraid??