kL~

waaa~

back from outings with bernard and roy~loL~... bernard was gone for 2 years n roy din see since end of last year... xP

went out since yesterday~~ got bomb for coming back late... well~ biasa la... long time no see... so eventualy there is too many things to talk about n not enuf food n drinks to run da whole nite thru... xP

berdie has been to my house for like... err... 2 days before?? loL~... same same la... talk talk talk... n err... only realized tat roy was super damn free when called yesterday... xP... sorry din call earlier... tot u still studying...

anywayz~ had fun... n happy bday to ah fook... sorry couldnt meet ya...

tomolo work... so hav 2 wake up early tomolo~... k lah~~

berdie goin kL on saturday~ CK.. be prepared.. hahahah...

cyaz~

med check up~

today i did my med check up...

well everything was ok..except that i got a damn sore throat out of it...
no diabetes or lung problems... xP just your normal average guy... oh yea~ i grew taller again... xP... paloi...

back

12 hours of hell on the road... = tired...

exams... well... i think everything is fine... i din get that doom feeling after the exam... so it shud be alrite...

berdie is back in kch!! loL~...

wad else... all my figs r back !!

loL~>.. cruz... i'll take those gun pics as soon as my batt finish charging!..xP

ahh~ i just cant get my priorities right!... Next week is my finals but this 1 'free' week has the effect of making it feel like a holiday!...

haven on msn for awhile... guess wad... playing company of heroes on my fren's computer loh... MG here...Airborne there... Panzers!! Panthers!! Mortar!!! ahhh!! my mind is full of it...

14/11 - Law
15/11 - PE
21/11 - EM
22/11 - PSP

Law... i just have to memorize all the cases and definitions... shud be no problem... (i think)

PE... gaah!! i hav to get started on those assignment and tutorial questions...

EM... shiku shiku~ i need to pass the final or else it'll spell D.O.O.M in my report card... xP

PSP... haven a clue... but shud have enough time to study for it...

Right now... i'm worrying more on PE and EM... gaahh!!...

birthday~~

yay!~ 21~~ soo old liaw.... to ho ho... sigh~ haha

thank you everyone who sent me their birthday wishes~ it's all well received... =)

oh yeah! i got my shipment on my bday as well!! 5 of them = 5 birthday presents!! lOL~

CK!! thanks for the guns! there are 10 of them... but i only showed 8 because the other 2 is P90 and FA-MAS... btw, my saber and shiro is only 5cm tall... so the guns are huge!!

I got Ignis and Takako~ and my Hobby Japan mag~ oh yea! and my surface primer spray paint .. loL~...

well~ nth special happen on my bday... went out 2 eat curry fish with housemates... then go back home... rest... play... chat... and all that... but still it was a nice bday... =)


Thank you everyone!! Muaks! bleh~~ xP

to ho ho... sigh

to ho ho... sigh...

darn it.... did very very bad for my midterm... sad... and the worst thing is that i knew how to do it... just that... i donno... panic? wasted time recalculating... fliping the answer sheet around... ahhHHH!!!! shiku shiku... ='(
how do u explain this to ur parents?! i panicked..." what?! how can you panic?!" is the first thing i'll hear... ahhh... sad...

anyway... putting that aside... in order to do well... i must push on... tomolo there is a quiz... i need to score in tat one... if not... urgh... i'd be considered as failed even though it's only 50% of the total assessment... like this arr... final exam even more doom if i dont do well... sien eh...

now goin off to study at frens house... must do my very best!! V

plus plus

I finished my Zeta C1 plus yesterday... pretty fast building since I dint paint it...

well... there is 2 months for me to paint the damn thing... pretty much sick of gundams already.

This week is my free week... next week study week then another free week... then final exam week... baah!!!

so wad do i hav planned for my 'free' week... study... play... sleep... go town... play... study... blur...

bz bz bz

baahh!!

been pretty bz... with work and playing~

currently i'm hooked on playing OKAMI... it's a story of a God Dog~ loL~... follow the link~
http://www.gamespot.com/ps2/adventure/okami/review.html?sid=6157846&q=OKAMI
it has nice graphics even though its cartoon-ish~ rated 9.0 in Gamespot!

bought FF12 on Sat... hmm... not as impressive... it looks too detail that it's dirty... as in too much dirt on da face n skin due to normal human condition... hmm... sort of mixed a little KH in it too...

gaah~ playing during da weekends~

work~~
gaah~~!! presentation in the afternoon oh... Project Management... loL~~~ been doing this EPM for the whole 2 weeks!! tonite will probably finish up everything and forget about it!!! YAY!!!!!!!

other work arr... Machine Assignment haven start... not to mention PE and PSP..... gaahh!!!

Final exam.... 1 week after hari raya!! DOOM!!!!

well~ luckily I have lots n lots of things to do to keep me bz bz... still.... can consider happy happy... =)

sasara~~

ahh~ she's here! Finally~~

Ah~ I wont be around for awhile... pretty much going towards the end of the semester already... and u guys noe wad that means.... assignment due~~ then midterm~~ then 2 weeks of study week... n FINALs!!! gahhh!!

100% guarantee that I'm goin to aus liaw... if can pass the medical check up then should be ok...

sieZ

lots of things to do... yet dun wan to do... so ya~

here is a wallie... ya... i bought new stuff... took it wil my camera with black background then used photoshop to make it more graphical~ haha... k lah~~

most probably i'll be droping my purchase for december and january because it is over my budget... need to balance btw need n want... loL.. as if~~~

In the month of

In the month of September, I'm looking forward to getting Sasara and Ignis. Ignis has been preordered and paid for since last sem but it hasnt been released to the market yet... sigh~~

Sasara: http://www.hlj.com/product/KBYPP-92

Ignis: http://www.hlj.com/product/MAX04043

Oh yeah, I should be getting my Hobby Japan Magazine October Issue this month too~
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In the month of October, I'm looking forward to Saviour gundam 1/100. There's news about it in Hobby Japan... ahh... another gundam... for me to practice before I move on to my MG Freedom~

And another copy of Hobby Japan November Issue
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In the month of November, I'm looking forward to two gashapon sets. One with 12pcs and another 8pcs... Saber is inside~~ yay~

12pcs: http://www.hlj.com/product/GSC96401

8pcs: http://www.hlj.com/product/ALT20503

And December issue of Hobby Japan
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Hmm... as of current... nth for the month of December
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In the month of January!! 2007!!! A sweet gashapon set from Type-moon will be out! It has Saber eating a pokki stick! i wan i wan!! I plan to get it preordered as soon as it comes out in HLJ... YAY!!

http://www.amiami.com/shop/ProductInfo/product_id/62115

3 days

Last Sunday I made my SD freedom... no colour no sticker~ I plan to do complete it when I get some free time.

Monday... I got taxed for my parcel... ahhh~ who cares... anyway~~ I got my saber and Shaggy's decals... sigh~ tax...

Yesterday I got my Rin!! xlshop had a merdeka sale so I got it at a really good price... too bad that it's not detachable~ but it still looks nice~

DAmn... i need more time to relax... even though i have free time... it just doesnt feel relaxed enough to let me do the things i want... urgh~~ oh well... life~~

hmm~ it doesn't seem that my Legend made much impression~ well~ here is the original look of Legend without painting but only panelling...
http://old.rfdh.com/dal67/seed/d12/d12_i.htm

Dalong has a lot of gundams.... when i mean a lot it doesnt me more than 10... IT'S A WHOLE DAMN LOT!!! i din bother to count since there's too much to see!!!

Legend

Finally... The Legend is complete... ahhHH~~ the satisfaction of completing it is so sweet~~ but this is not the end... hopefully within the next few weeks, I will be able to get my decals for Legend... and that will the the end of Legend~ haha

It took me a total of 8 days to complete my Legend... This doesnt include the time I spent doing work or study~ If you must know... it took me about more than 2 weeks!!

After so much money spent~ I've come up with the total cost of making Legend.
The model itself cost RM151.09 + Paint = RM222.35
Including labour charges, the grand total is = RM384.85
loL~~ talk about expensive hobby~~

Ok... enough talking... here are 3 pics... yes... only 3... more will come after the decals arrive~ xP

I would appreciate it if no one steals my pics and post it in forums or anywhere else without first contacting me for permission. Thank you =)

super teaser

hehehe... can see kah?? just a teaser for my Legend until my battery finish charging... btw~ i'm still using camera phone... And ya... I know you guys cant see a thing... hahhaahah.... it's suppose to be a teaser!

Ahh... while i'm at it... here is CK's freedom... i hope he dun mind i post it up for him~ haha... get a clearer pic next time CK~~

Look at the computer screen behind his Freedom!!! waaaaaa SOOOO BIG!!!!!

sazabi teaser~

Ahhh~ Here is the Sazabi Gashapon pic request by Shaggy~~ Nice hor?! loL~... 8cm tall nia.... well if u wan, come to my house and u can even touch touch... hahahaha

'A' promotion~

Here are some pics of Aurora's gundams! He lz to make a blog for it~ but hey~ it's a promotion for our business!! loL~

First! Keroro Gunso (Keroro Robo ver.) ! cute hor!! soo small!! next to it is my Legend drills~ omost finish my legend liaw~

Aurora's most precious Chibi Strike Freedom!! Customed made with LEDs! and painted with metallic colours!! + Custom stand arr!!!

Wing Zero Custom Ver. Ka... took him soo long to make~~ bought since last year~~

Wing Zero, in glider mode... airplane lah~~~ loL~


Still got more!! wait lah~~ he haven finish his Keroro Robo, SD Zaku, SD Destiny~~ aiiyoo~~ he is da 1 who teach me modelling one~~ my sensei arr!! xP

the beginning~

wahhh~~ merdeka!! urgh.... and how did I spend my day? with tons of FOOD!
urgh~~ my stomach is about to burst!!

Lunch time I went out with Aurora to eat Japanese Food at Shiki~ Aurora had Kakiage set while I had Ramen and Sushi set. We shared loh~... since so expensive~~ wahhh~

Dinner time... urgh! went out again now plus Reon~ go eat curry fish!! wahhh~~~ eat until my head feel so blur blur while my stomach so heavy.... i wont get fat! so yay!~

Hmm~~ today is the beginning of my business... what business? well, since i've been buying lots of toys online, i've decided to give my services out to other people also... of course~~ it's for earnings... how much i can earn depends on the number of customers... who are the customers? well, the Otaku Club in campus~ Aurora emailed them this afternoon and by evening... a reply came thru!! waahhhh~~ so fast~~~ btw~ Aurora is my partner oso~~ yay! loL~ 50 - 50 loh... so see how this thing will go... hahah....

matta!!

CRAP!! I did it again!! ahhHH~ Merdeka Sales in Xlshop.... darn them!! They managed to get 1/8 Rin Tohsaka which I missed a long time ago! Somehow they managed to get it!! HLJ already deleted it from their list so I had lost hope...

but urgh!! after buying... i feel... har?! why did i want it in the first place? puhh.... memang paloi~

i'm afraid i dont have links for Rin... so have to wait loh...

argh... sien waiting for my camera... tomolo Merdeka... no one working... so i wont see it until Friday...

The return of the Lai~

Hmm...

Aurora came back today... Went on to buy his Keroro Robo from xlshop... then went to Toys World to buy his SD Zaku... and... i ended up buying some more stuff since he still owe me some money...

Goody #6 : SD Freedom

Anime: Gundam Seed
Price: Rm 26+
Sites: Not available
Bought from Toys World
* Hmm~ very chibi... (small)


Goody #7 : Chibi Nekos

No information for this one.
Price: Rm9 each
* Ahh~ Aurora go buy and I oso bought it... Cute wad!


Oh yea, I forgot to mention that the price that I post up is about the exact normal price. It is subjected to discounts and shipping cost... so yea... it may be cheaper or more expensive than it looks...~

Sasara is coming out soon!! Either next week or in September!! I MUST HAV HER!!
http://www.hlj.com/product/KBYPP-92

spending is a crime

Spending is a crime. Well, it is for me~

SO what have I been doing these whole month? Now, my tuition free week just strated and the itch to blog returns.
Current happenings (past 3 days):
1) Bro back in kch to march for Merdeka Day~
2) Aurora in kch for competition
3) Reon bought Saviour 1/144
4) I found RM20... xP

To cut things short... yes... I've been spending like mad this month. Even so, I still keep a record of my expenses... just to see how far I go~

~Pictures tell a 1000 words~ so they say~
even though my camera is busted, I still have my camera phone, soo~~ I'm using a camera phone like I would use on my camera... man~ it's difficult... it's so low tech that it cant grab so much light... so i hope u guys dont mind me spotighting my goodies... loL~

* All the pictures are scaled down so you guys can save bandwidth speed... xP

My first purchase of the month! : 1/8 Black Saber

Anime: Fate Stay Night
Price: 4000yen
Sites: http://www.hlj.com/product/ALT20119
http://www.amiami.com/shop/ProductInfo/product_id/54265
Bought from HLJ
* In the plan~


Goody #2 : Fate Gashapon hp straps

Anime: Fate Stay Night
Price: Rm45
Sites: Not available
Bought from xlshop
* It's too big for my phone! But still cute


Goody #3 : Legend Gundam 1/100

Anime: Gundam Seed Destiny
Price: Rm150+
Sites: http://www.hlj.com/product/BAN943423
Bought from Toys World
* Urgh! Why did I buy this?! For the awesome stand!


Goody #4 : Gundam Paint

Price: Approx. RM150+
Info: 6 Spray Cans (Clear, Pure White, Blue, Light Gun Metal, German Grey, Metallic Black),
4 Acrylic Paint (White, 2 Chrome Silver, Flat Red),
1 40ml Surface Primer, 1 46ml Thinner.
Bought from Toys World
* Colours for my Gundams~


Goody #5 : 1/8 Shana

Anime: Shakugan no Shana
Price: 4200yen
Sites: http://www.hlj.com/product/KBYPP-86
http://www.amiami.com/shop/ProductInfo/product_id/56901
Bought from HLJ
* It finally came!! I just got it today!


Teasers
Some teasers~ I'll make a full review after I get my camera back next week Maybe~

* Saber~Ah~ Still in the box... Camera~

* Painted silver over the grey~ nice~ Not finished yet... Still left the backpack~

*Camera! Where's my camera?!

Next week I'll be getting my Palm Scenery Fate/Staynight Saber & Shiro Set and Shaggy's decals~

http://www.hlj.com/product/FXS68803 or http://www.amiami.com/shop/ProductInfo/product_id/8413

Hmm~ I should really open a business~

SPENDING IS A CRIME!! bleh~

~Man cannot live on noodles alone~

Urgh~ been trying to save money by balancing my time between noodles and rice... damn... too much noodles la... cannot tahan... bleh...

classes pretty much settled down... from Monday, Tuesday and Friday, I'll be having class till 7.30pm... bleh... da only good thing is that I dont have 8am classes anymore... xP

money saving scheme went down da drain immediately when my camera somehow died on its own... shiku shiku... actually it was before that... xP

i'm very much into Fate goods that it'll kill me!!... Saber... 1/6... i might see you in the future~~ hmmm~~~ xP

k lah~ tons of things had past and i can barely remember what has happened... so good nite~

miri again~

and so... miri again... sigh... i was so reluctant to leave home last saturday... i only had 3 days to truely enjoy my holidays... :'(

arriving back in miri... makes me feel... ah!! so many things to clean up! and after cleaning up, feel so tired. Then! comes to shopping! argh! money fly away!! well... all of these were expected anyway...

So~ it's the month of August... time to put my money saving plan in motion. Out of 700 which i have each month, i plan to save 150. I've been spending rather recklessly last sem and i figure that i shud save more so i can buy more! xP... in other words... cut on food, cut on entertainment, drink only chinese tea (hahhahha).

yesterday class started... at 5pm to 7pm... monday will only be the day where my class starts at 1pm? starting next week... i think... not sure myself... the time table in miri is always in chaos during the 1st week... so many clashes to adjust and so forth... it's either the students have a clash or the lecturer.

ahh~ tired... so many things to do... and oh yea... i was mistaken as a korean by da bookshop salesgirl... hmm... do i look like one? even the other time my father's collegue called me a korean star and my bro a japanese star... hmm... bleh... oh well... wadever... =P

no more work~

ahhh~ finally... finished one month of industrial training... urgh... experience in the work place... +5... haha

well... working in Sesco really gave me some idea how it would be like when I finally go to work... and it's pretty tough... well maybe not that bad... my dad was around so when nth to do... go there and talk talk... so where did my winter break go? ahh~ here n there lo... been to places ppl wont normally go... da ulu ulu place... haha

26/6 - 30/6 = at PCI
met lots of relays...
3/7 - 6/7 = at subs
met lots of transformers...
9/7 - 13/7 = at transmission
met lots of towers...
16/7 - 20/7 = at comm
met lots of comm cards...
24/7 - 25/7 = at SCADA
met lots of RTUs...

other than work... weekends are either spent on my IJ or PS2

sleeping early was not a choice that i like to make... 10pm already have to get ready to sleep... or else the next day die...

there were many things that i tot i could do during my holidays... well.. at least i managed to finish making my IJ... PS2 arr... bringing it to miri liaw... play there more time...

winter novel arr? din had time to write it... oh yea... once i get back i wanna change my spring signature.. loL~...

the next 3 days i'll be kinda busy... ahh... hav to entertain the ppl at home so that they wont miss me tat much when i go... xP... have to pack all my gundams n figs... kesian hide them in the store... but i dun wan them to collect dust when i'm gone... ahh... when i think about it... i'm only back in kch for about 4 months a year... pretty short...

next year i'm planing to go to aus... i've received my letter of offer already... so pretty much confirm that i'm goin... only problem now... no place to stay yet... have to look around here n there lah~

conflict at home has pretty much been ok~... bro still acting wierd wierd quiet quiet one... loL... kacau my dad about him not being tat romantic... hhahaha... mum... bz wif extra tutoring in unimas... cats... well... cats caught a few mice these past 2 nites...

k lah~ nth much liaw.. winter break.. gone in 4 weeks~ mixed feelings~~

special events tat happened.. well.. u guys pretty much noe a bit here n there lah~

grumble grumble~

ahh... wan 2 blog.. but not sure where to start.. wan 2 grumble bout work, wan 2 grumble bout money, wan 2 grumble bout figs, wan 2 grumble bout desires, wan 2 grumble bout studies, wan 2 grumble bout responsiblilities, wan 2 grumble bout dreams, wan 2 grumble bout da government, wan 2 grumble bout stock, aHhhhHHH~~!! goin 2 crumble~

soo many things tat wan 2 grumble... when we were young... none of these matter as much~

sunday~

ahh~~ the weekends... looked so much forward to it... n now... it's sunday night... and i have to sleep liaw... work tomolo... again... ahhhHH~~~

uweeek~

uweeek~ (the sound of vomiting~... u thought wad~ xP) bleh~ sigh~
20 years old loh~ wan to become 21 liaw loh~... n still no gf~... paloi~~
dating~ got not a clue~ sure, we're suppose to figure things out by ourselves~ but i wonder if there is actually some sort of standard for dating... i hav got nth~ xP
-3- puuhh~~ getting older sucks~~~
not much to say~ coz lz 2 say it ~~ sigh~~

up up~ the tower~

today i climbed up a 275kV transmission tower! (until the red mark nia la~)

A 275kV Tension Transmission Tower

Mr. Voon brought us (3 trainees) to a tension tower near Mambong and asked us to climb~ only me n Mr. Voon went up... xP

Mr. Voon climb with a cowboy hat

I then followed Mr. Voon up according to his skill of climbing. Oii have to pass thru the barb wire eh~ My head kena da barb wire xP.. sakit a bit~ haha

The isulation string connected to the jumper wires (live)

The isulators, arcing horn and jumper contact (live)

While i was up there, the winds were strong and if u put your hand on the tower you could feel some sparking effect. This is because the line is still live and carrying power. If i actually reached out my hands towards the hanging lines, it is possible to have a flash over, in other words, i'll get fried... xP

when guys do something clumsy, they are seen as idiots
when girls do something clumsy, they look cute

2 weeks

after 2 weeks, i get da feeling that they wan u out already... n it's oweyz been like this... sigh

selfmotivation is only a word~

attraction doesn't lead to a conclusion

cough! Cough! COUGH! COUGH! COUGH! ahem~ ahem~ urgh... so tiring... having the coughs. Been coughing really hard that it's so irritating to breath actually... hard to sleep oso... like wan to die liaw... urgh...

Industrial Training... hmm... i don't really like the two other trainees from UTM... though they are final year, they aren't even serious about the training. Troubling for my dad to bring them around or else it'll just be me and my dad. but sigh~.. well, i din't have much of any small talk with them. Somehow, it just doesnt feel like i should. Yup... me keeping my distance. By the way~ my dad complains bout them not asking questions... n oh yea.. they're malays... me being a bit racist? sorry oh... since they are 2 of them, so no need me to kacau kacau them lah~ i just do my own studying while they talk n talk n talk away... (btw, my dad gave us materials to read.. apparently they dont bother...)

hmm~ nth much to look forward to... better concentrate on working hor? perhaps i'll write something for the winter break... haha~ tanoshimi (look forward to seeing it)

small talk~ the basis of human relations~ or issit?

winter blues

just had a dream... a nice one... u can say it's romantic... but those dreams doesnt please me at all... in fact... i hate those... because it just cant happen in reality... i end up cursing myself why did those dreams appear... ahh! BLEH!!!

i've begin to notice that i get the blues about on the 8th day of returning back to kuching... it's about the time when everything has settled down and yea... back to normal... i am constantly reminded of my loneliness even though everyones around you... it's that feeling...

sweet things... in fact i love to do those... those were the things that made me feel like a main character in a story for idiots... n no one in the world would care... filled with those thoughts i keep on wondering when will i do those... pathethic... BLEH!!!

for money, religion, age or LOVE?

yup! John has officially gone bonkers~ burden by the thoughts that he wouldn't normally have if he were in miri~

So what's gotten me so fired up? bonkers? confused? ahh~ the answer is simple. What always causes a man's heart to go in a state of panic and confusion? at the moment i admit, it's just a phase i have to get thru and get it out of my system before i can actually think straight.

Okay~ I don't have much experience with girls, and most of the time girls think of me as no threat to actually 'court' (mind the quotes) them. So~ I become the guy who everyone uses... well, that my experience from hanging around them most of the time. If anything else, girls whom i don't know, i'll probably keep my distance, just acknowledging when necessary~

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I've always been thinking about the title of this blog. Money... the fact is that money plays a big part in this real world. For me, I feel less confident when the girl I'm aimming for is actually richer than me. This with the idea that my family is not as rich compared to hers. And most of the time, those people are much smarter and well... have better expectation. People expect a princess to marry a prince and not a princess with a peasant.

Religion- Why religion? I must confess that I'm not a very good Christian. I'm not as excited as praising God as much as Cruz but I do have faith in God. I don't wear a cross, neither do I go to church as often as I should especially when I'm by myself in Miri. Confession is something I'm not very comfortable with but if I have the chance, I will (how long has it been~). I'm a RC and naturally, to make life simplier I'd chose another RC. BUT that makes things harder! Should I be bounded to only chose RC? I feel like I shouldn't... but...

Age - I'm not that particular about age but not everyone is ready to accept a younger or older person. My condition has always been someone no older or younger than 5 years... naturally right?! But I really wonder what do older women think about having younger men?... a bit troubled with this because yea, she's older than me by a bit nia la~

For love eh? if everything were as idealistic as it can be~ love would have solved everything in the world! But reality is harsh and there are lots of boundaries... the 3 I've mentioned are some of mine... I'd love 2 write all my thoughts on9 but it's unapproriate... these are better left on private messages...

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So? How's work? Ahh~ I feel as if I should stay at the substation rite now. It's the last day for me to be attached to the PCI department and from next week.

Today is the commissioning of the Airport substation and I went with my father because they think that i'd be boring for me to stay there and watch them do their work. Plus... it's like they are baby sitting me. Everyone was there, Mr. Yeo, Michelle, Lemond, Antony, Yazid, Mr. Lau, Fam, and one of my dad's collegue.

Went around the sub, learned bout the workings with my dad while most of them were doing the relay testings. Actually I wanted to know more about relay testing but I guess I can follow it up next week when I'm 'bored'.

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btw guys~just for your convinience, i sort of made small fonts coz those r my opinions which can be ignored~ yea... if u wanna noe more then read more loh~...

facts kah?

1. John is wierd.
2. John attracts wierd people.
3. John is attracted to wierd people.
4. John is wierd because only John will think if he is weird.

Working, actually takes up a lot of time. Now I know why grown ups look forward to weekends and if we ruin their weekend break, they'd go bonkers. Haha
Having to wake up at 6am, get ready to go to work. 7.10am leave house. Arrive in office about nearly 8am due to traffic. Did some readings and about 8.45am about ready to leave office for tea break via site work. 10am reach the site and start observing and asking questions. Then finish work at 5pm~ Reach home at 5.50 - 6pm
Btw i'm currently working in PCI, it's the only department which has 2 female engineers; Ms. Ng and Michelle. loL~
Ms. Ng has been working in Sesco for a couple of years liaw so quite experience la~ Michelle has only been in Sesco for about 1 month nia! n Ms. Ng actually disappeared on the 3rd day of my training (take lift loh~). Michelle pula la~ she just graduated from curtin! my senior... X{ during the 1st day of training it was kinda akward when i met her coz like, huh? she looks like a trainy but she's doing something on the computer~
Anyway~ away from all that. Michelle reminds me sooo much like Karen!! X{ she looks kinda da same, acts kinda da same, and! she's da anak boss orang!! X{
this is when i realized those 'facts'...

p/s: i noe weird is spelled weird n not wierd

fate week~

These are Fate stay night gashapons. 500 yen each~ Release in October 2006. Might be thinking about buying them xP.

About Fate~ Kinda nice anime~ a bit like shana~ n yea.. addicted to it... urgh! saber n rin is a must!

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Work~
Today at work! Site visit!! YAY! iw as so bored in office that i almost fell asleep! ARGH! this is bad... i wonder if next time oso juz work...feel sleepy... aduh!! btw~ site visit was fun! at least more interesting than reading books in the office for the whole day!
Went to Assar Chemical Sub Site for relay testing. I dint manage to see the relay testing but i did manage to watch them do the CT and VT testing! wow!

Here is the switchgear and VT n CT (btw, it's Voltage Transformer & Current Transformer). I wont go into much detail lah~ since quite technical~ maybe if i manage 2 see some sparks or sumthing then more interesting hahahaa

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Oh yea! My gundams are fighting in my showcase! loL~ btw, bonus aru, nagi & luna at da bottom.. forgot to edit it out.. xP

work~

ahhHH~~ first day of work... n urgh~ i'm soo damn tired... not much moving around..just sitting in the office n reading materials regarding the division i'm in.. currently "protection, control & insturmental"...
went out wif my dad to substation to have a look see to have a better understanding of how things work... urgh... ok lah... tired.... a bit headache... goin 2 rest awhile.. Zzzz

Home~

Waaaaa!! Back home liaw!! Yawn~ still not enough sleep... Bring back all my stuff from miri was a hassle... especially with 5 boxes!!! Hehe~

Things were nice when I came back... sigh... but that only lasted after I've only been here for 12 hours...

WARNING! Dont read the things i've written below unless u r really really interested! It's a long long crappy rant 4 me to release all the crap that has happened..

sigh~ From the time starting from now, my bro is at it again... i think i should call it 'holiday sickness'... yes... he is sick... DAMN HIM!
I'm not so sure what his problem is... well u all know... he never wants to tell... just keeps quiet n does everything he can to make u pissed...
This problem began in Miri and I thought it'll be no problem... I was soo wrong...
My bro, without any notice or consideration of others, decided that he wanted to bring his computer back... When we (housemates n I) were discussing on what we were bring back home, he din even bother to mention what he was bringing... so... i thought it'll be like the same as last time... 2 bags... sigh...
I decided to let him bring his computer. I knew when I got back, No matter what la.. I cant use the computer... because his was plugged in... So, i asked him 2 bring his LAN switch n i brought my LAN wire... Just in case... n now... it seems that i really need it...
So of to kch we went... my bro was pretty good for most parts of the day... so i thought... hmm... ok lah... try to make a deal with him... just add another hard disk to his com so that we didnt have to use to computers and let the electricity bill flow like water... he agreed... only for a few hours...
I was kinda happy that ok, now i can get to use the new com instead of the grandfather 1... it's much faster n more stable so who wouldnt want to use it?
I don't know how i pissed him, maybe because i updated the com (because it's better. His com has window bugs). Maybe because my dwnld speed for my dwnld was faster. Maybe i nagged him about restarting the com. BUT!! How da hell am I suppose to know?? He didnt tell me!! He was pulling is 'holiday sickness' gig...
After nagging him to restart the computer (come on... only a few mins... cant u even spare tat much time?!!) ... I decided to wait for him to do it... (Which he did not until 1am...) Apparently he was organizing his files n i was watching tv while waiting...
Then all of a sudden, he shut down the computer, plugs off the cables n got a screwdriver... OK, me, I was asking him, Why did he shut down, What is he doing? His reply, '............'
He was up to a point of taking out the Hard disk which i had placed in earlier... and that was it... I couldnt take it anymore him not answering me... so I called dad... bare in mind... it's 1am n it was my last resort... Sigh... i wish i dint... actually ruined all my parents effort of providing everything nice for us when we came back... sigh... that asshole...
So, my parents had 2 wake up n start da ugly task of asking "What is going on?! What's with you 2? You just came back!" ... sigh... let me repeat... "holiday sickness"
He stopped... I explained to my dad trying my best to not be too bias on my side... hoping to hear His explaination... again "......." Tried explaining to him, asking him what he wants, what does he want to do.. again "......."
Up to a point, I took over the com and assembled it back... then ended up taking all the parts that belonged to me. And yes... using the old com back... I told him, "FINE! you dont want a win win situation, I'll take my parts and u dont hav to use this com. I'll just reuse the old com... Sigh~
by the way... the new com was suppose to be da family com at home n da old 1 is his... n da DVD-ROM drive, i let him used it after da last conflict last holiday as a sort or pity him, hoping he;ll understand... i'm an idiot to believe that...
So, after the disassembling n assembling... gave him 'his' new com n ask him 2 bring it up n go 2 sleep... my dad was still blur... i know... i shudnt hav called him... n yea... it's actually me who spoiled my parents idea of our nice holiday... i think i could hav done all da above wifout bothering my parents n making them feel disappointed... but i was like sigh... dunno lah... me n my bro hav issues... n he has his own big 1 (da not talking when pissed 1)... i mean... COME ON! if u hav at least said something about what u want to do n not do n not say... things could hav come out not as bad... i was even tempted 2 just take his harddisk out n asking him 2 leave wifout the whole CPU... sigh...
I'll say my sorry 2 my parents in the morning... going to church oso... sigh... i just hope my bro talks in the morning... as in discussing how he wants things... or else... my parents will most probably try 2 get it out of him n make him more pissed n cause another conflict n things go worse...
I think i better stop... i'm killing myself staying up too late... nitez ppl... hav 2 wake up early in da morning 2 make sure he dun coz more probs... SIGH~ RAWR!!!

OPENED~~

hmm... even though i say it's open~ i'll only post something up tomorrow when i'm back in kch~~ ahhHH~ home!! my cats!!!! YAY!!!! food!! YAY!!
work.... bleh....

well... i got lots of things i want to say~~ after i get some good rest.... Zzzz

CLOSED FOR EXAMS

13/6 - ESE
14/6 - PSA
16/6 - REP
23/6 - CS
24/6 - back in kch

Angry... more at myself than the world!

When I get frustrated, angry, annoyed with anything or everything that has or will happen... I feel like blaming it all on the world... hurting people in the process... myself included...
When I really think about it... it's all due to my own lack of judgement and ability to make the right decision... it's like a cycle... everything that I do will end up affecting myself in the end... really... it... feels like i'm leading myself to destruction...
Just another bad day~~

shana!!

OMG!! Shana 1/8 PVC picture just came out! Where is my CC when I need it?!! anyway it's 14cm tall, 4410Yen is the normal retail price, in HLJ you can get it for 3990Yen early bird price. Placed my preorder already. I got the pic from amiami today. HLJ still blank. I might cancel Rina for this. Release in August.
hlj: http://www.hlj.com/product/KBYPP-86
amiami: http://www.amiami.com/shop/ProductInfo/product_id/56901

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After shana

I think I'm going nuts! Damn! You know? I ordered MG Freedom the other time I went in hlj. But because I had to wait forever to get my money, I got fed up of waiting that I cancelled everything in that order. Now I regret. Why? because now, it has been discontinued. Meaning that it is no longer in production!! Once it's all sold out in shops, you wont find it anywhere! and then the urge to buy returned. I found myself going to the atm machine. Punching 3 digit numbers and... yes... I went to buy it. Malaysia's toy shop are rip offs!! they earn about RM100 for each gundam! This includes XL-Shop!! Some sort of price regulation?! NO WAY! Rip offs!!

hlj: http://www.hlj.com/product/BAN926794

fed-up~

fed-up!! SO SIEN!!! DAMN!!@!
sigh... CS midterm... sucks... dunno how 2 do 3 out of 5 Qs... SIEN!!!... and answer not correct oso... SIEN!!!
wad else fed-up...
DebitCard...URGH!! Fed-up!! useless!! gonna cancel it!!
Food!! Havent been eating any good food!! SIEN!!
Water!! DAMN THOSE WORKERS!!
ARGH!!!!!!
SOOOO SIEN!!!!!!!!
fed-up! fed-up!! fed-up!!!

justice

It's out in Japan! Infinite Justice 1/100! Too bad only HG. I'm still waiting for MG but i think they'll never make one.
It comes together with a stand, just like SF 1/100 one. I have no idea how it actually looks like until dalong or moeyo has a review on it.

http://www.moeyo.com/2006/05/post_289.html

that's all... midterm in a few hours... =(
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AFTER MIDTERM....

^_^ happy liaw...after ranting fed-up... IJ is out in HLJ!! I DIN'T NOTICE!!!! ARGH!! NOW IT'S OUT OF STOCK!!

http://www.hlj.com/product/BAN943419

red

wow! i still have time! NOT!! Tomorrow is midterm!! Urgh!! anyway... did something more interesting for a change... took pics of aru, tried a red background, different lighting angles, and camera modes... just for fun~ high quality pics are with me, i just scaled it down so u guys will be able to see it... used photoshop to enchance the pic, colour balance, curves, contrast/brightness...
Here looks good for a wallpaper... just me in that red phase~... by the way, my fav colour is maroon red/bloody red... ask me why? just say that it's full of memories~

SSSSiiiiiiigggggghhHHHHHH~~~.....another midterm on Tuesday.... and another on the following Tuesday.... another 1 on a Friday.... and after that.... finals.... damn... sigh.... sien.... ='(

ppl seem to be really busy these days huh? sigh... cant help it eh... near to finals liaw....

hidamari

Hidamari no Tami...

This is the new toy i bought today... very sien with things happening here... so when out and saw something interesting... Hidamari no Tami is da name. It's solar powered and the thing is that it shake its head sideways... it looks funny... =) SMILE!!!

pre-order

yay! Rindou Rina 1/8 PVC has been pre-ordered...
just saw it in hlj: http://www.hlj.com/product/ALT20122
soo... how am I going to pay??
at first i had a debit card ready so that i can purchase online goods... but mana i tahu tat hlj is not registered in PB's online transaction list? DAMN!! so how? have to wait lo... i told them what the bank told me... RAWR!! I hope it goes through!!! or else very SIEN wor... sigh...

3 Figs means??

ok la... this is what i'm into this time... yes... figures... i got tired of waiting for new gundam models that i switched to figures... and oh yea... plus another 1... now there are 3 Figs i want

The first Fig i want is this one. Mai-Otome's Arika Yumemiya 1/8 PVC... Nothing much special la... but looks cute kana? anyway... pre-ordered this already... 16.5cm tall... this will be the shortest fig in my collection.. XP... Release in July
hlj: http://www.hlj.com/product/KBYPP-75
amiami: http://www.amiami.com/shop/ProductInfo/product_id/55253

2nd one that I've pre-ordered is Jingai Makyo's Ignis 1/7 PVC... I'm more attracted to the katana she's holding... well... there are fine details and she reminds me of Aru from Demonbane... 24cm tall... seems a little bit too tall for me... might reconsider if Shana 1/8 PVC comes out... XP... Release in July.
hlj: http://www.hlj.com/product/MAX04043
amiami: http://www.amiami.com/shop/ProductInfo/product_id/55415

The 3rd one was release 3 days ago...Pastel Chime Continue's Rindou Rina 1/8 PVC... again... I like this one because it's cute... 18cm tall... not available for pre-order from hlj yet... Release in August
amiami: http://www.amiami.com/shop/ProductInfo/product_id/56609

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Most probably I'll get all these in August when I'm back here in Miri... Hmm... I really need a showcase here... I don't dare to put my figures out in the open to collect dust... haha

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Work: 3RE lab...2ESE ass, 3CtrlSys test, 1PSA logbook... URGH... I need to get all of these done by 2-3 weeks

p/s: midterm was as easy as ppl say... hehe... but ARGH!! i made mistake when i converted radian to degree...ouch cut 3-5 marks... sien

decisions, decisions, decisions

GAAHH!! Decisions!! In life there's so many decisions!!! I can barely keep up with them!! and if you make a mistake, URGH!!

well... decisions also goes for shopping... now i'm looking around the online market... so many selections!! but the problem is that you can't touch it!! only imagine how it feels like...

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aaahhhhHHH~~ here is my current stock -> 1Mg 2HG 2SD 2Fig

I want -> 1MG 2Fig = large sum of money....

Then the total will be -> 2MG 2HG 2SD 4Fig

this will definitely fill up my showcase for sure!!!

In the future, I want -> 2Fig (If only someone would just make them!!!)
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now... about work... wednesday is midterm... i hope it's as easy as everyone says!!
ESE got lots of work 2 do... RE 3 reports due this Friday... CTRL SYS haven't study for midterms yet... BLEH!!!

>.<

and so~~ assignments and midterms and finals are here...... shiku shiku

b'day bash

loL~... yesterday was the Agong of Johor's birthday!! loL!!

went to his house to have a party! (10+ ppl)
got his birthday gifts!! (hehehe)
made his birthday wish!! (i wonder wad he wished for...XP...pass exams)
cakes were smudge and thrown!! (poor cake...XP)
house was cleaned~~
he made a wierd kiss!! (to gf la~~)
pics were taken and everyone went home~~
FORGOT!! he got OWNED!! hahaha!!! O(-( l

basically we all had fun making fun of da Agong... eat quite ok food... made a mess and yea... he got owned... loL~

annoying~

ESE SUCKS!!! Argh!! i keep on asking myself why do i have to learn this unit... GAAAHH!!!
It's about programming chips... and damn! it's in another different programming language!! in foundation was java, C++... those where okay... then last year it was Assembly Language!! ARGH!! dont get me started...juz barely passed... this year it's C!!! DAMN!!!
sien liaw... :'( ...

sigh... how oh?? die in this unit...X(

rawr!!

sleep

argh~!! damn it~~ i slept the whole day... din manage to even do anything... was pretty tired since i didnt have much sleep since the week began... >.< !!!! sigh~~ so much work to do... May seems like it's gonna be too short to prepare for da finals in June... >.< !!! sien~~

tonight have to start finishing up work~!! =(

~bday~

It's Pitiput's Birthday today!! Go! Go! Go say your birthday blessing to her! Anyway, I made a present for u liaw~ here is the preview... check it in your mail~ of course da thumbnail looks different la~ no wordings~

And oh yea...~~ Happy Birthday!! (again)

maturity??

my brother is at the stage of me me me me

he has got the atitude of "don't mock me because i'm beautiful"

BLEH!!!!!!!

he gets on my nerves when he goes to his side of the world... me. me and only me~~

ahh well... everyone has that period of time... i only wished tat he had it sooner when he was still at home before he came here... it makes me feel like the daddy or something... AND I DUN WAN 2 BE!! celakar!!! u noe~ this is where the phrase comes in "YOU'RE NOT DAD!!" ... bloody hell!!

i believe tat ppl grow mature in terms of emotions and behaviour when they fall in 'love' ... tat's when u start to think of others other than just yourself... or when u find enlightenment~

well... i don't mean everyone... it's just what i think~...

art~

art isn't simply just randomness of a stroke or colouring or geometric abstracts or lines you doodle around...

it takes a sort of instinct or passion to define the randomness...

once you try to make something random... it feels different... un-random-like~ a small mistake will make it look like everything was organized and simply not artistic enough to be called art~~...

sigh~~ beautiful art~~~

xenosaga III

aaaahhh~~ still waiting for xenosaga 3 to be released... anyway... bz waiting so i made a wallie loh... oh yea... i put my link in there because i made this wall... even though the pics were originally namco... anyway... u dun like it if sumone steals ur work... if u guys wan da clear version can ask me from MSN~ like oweyz~~

still lots of work to do... and presentation is coming soon... damn!!

helpless under the feeling of pressure...

but i work at my own pace...

life as a drama~~ ah well~~ it happens~~ we get influence by almost everything we watch these days...

speaking of watching... been watching plenty these days... anime la~~

ah my goddess
ghost in the shell
hackroots
himawari
mai otome
strawberry panic
utawarerumono
xxxholic

Sigh... I've really screwed up my schedule midterm is after this week...sigh...so sien aahhHH~~

HW: Moral presentation, Moral Assignment, RE Assignment 2, PSA assignment, PSA midterm, +++++++ which is later due~~

3 RE~

finally 3 RE reports done... full of crap... in university, we learn to crap professionally~

some more to go... but ahh~ so late n i dun wan 2 bother doing anything related to work for a while...

monday today eh? no class!! yippie!

CM

Kyaaaaa~~!! Managed to get a screenshot from the CM interview. It took so long just to stream it and it was all... broken broken sound type... adui~~.... buh ahhH~~ it's worth it eh~ Oh yea... she ++ fake hair to make this CM... it was around February... err.. but then last autumn she cut her hair liaw so her hair should be like in yesterday's pic.
wait a sec arr~

Here she is!! KYAAAA~~! loL~ ok la~... I know what is Tsubaki liaw... It's a shampoo...LOL!! but direct translation refers to a flower.
Interested to find out more?
Go to: http://www.shiseido.co.jp/tsubaki/

Workload: Oii... Suppose to do work! Not kyaa! here kyaa! there...
Relax~~~~~~~(^_^)

shiseido

It's been a long time since I last checked for any updates on Rena~ well.. hmm.. getting thinner eh? she's 2nd from the left and still with short hair.
The middle (4th from left) looks like ryoko hiroshio (not sure of sp)... not really sure~ anyway~...this picture shows the models promoting sheseido's new product, Tsubaki. Not really sure what it means but it sounds very familiar... hmm...
anyway... shiseido~... if u dunno go ask da girls... they shud noe la~~ if u dun hav a girl, then~ here is da answer 'cosmetics' .
Blank? Can't see the answer? aiya... lz to explain everything la... try try n see lo~...

10.38pm
Managed to get a look on what happened that day. Out of around 100 pics, 30 pics had rena inside.. (^_^) what can I say~~datte kawaii dayo~

Workload: kk... back 2 work~