The Return of the John?

Long long time ago, in a continent far far away,

John went to Australia to complete his final challenge.

After several months of random blog post,

and the blog being spoted by mom, all contact was lost

until...boredom strucked

=.=''' BLEH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

How's everyone? Duh~~ my blog is sooo dead.

The blogbug in me died when tons of assignments, fun and friends were around. XD

Now~ when all those are gone... everything seems empty and so begins another chapter in da LB chronicles...

So what's the problem I have now?

alone + depressed + bored + fatigue = homesick

It has only been 2 weeks after my final exams and I feel so... lost...

My future is so uncertain now... everything would have been fine if I had stayed back... now...it's become challenging...

Do I hate challenges? Not really... but the current situation makes me feel so unmotivated... so unwilling... sigh

I moved into crosby's house last sunday... after a week... I feel soo...BLEH!!!!

1 thing is the bed... I'm not used to sleeping on other people's bed... and it sank in da middle... so when I sleep...my back hurts when I wake up... IT SUCKS!!! Not to offend u ah b...but it really hurts...That deprives me of a good dose of sleep because I keep on waking up at night and adjusting my sleeping position so that I don't hurt my back...

2... staying at home alone is kinda... scary? nah... it's lonely... it's cold for some reason... you have nothing/no one to talk to... hmm~~ maybe I should open up saber and talk to myself... go insane... BLEH

3... I should go to work part time... but I havent even prepared myself for my damn conference... sigh...

4... gonna apply for MBA tomorrow... Can I get it?! I saw a lot of prerequists...and I have no idea where I stand... oh no!! STUDY AGAIN?!?!!? BLEH

5... oh ya...besides the sleeping issue... I go back and forth hostel n crosby's house daily... It's kinda killing me...

OHHHHH! I forgot what else to complain about...just BLEHHHHH!!!

I'm at the turning point in my life... so many choices... but I have no idea where to turn? perhaps saying that I'm at the junction of my life seems more correct... HAHHAHAHA....BLEHHHH

And so the sighing begins!!

sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh

LOL~~

PLAY with the fishy

HAPPY BDAY CRUZ!!

MIA

LOL...I know...I've gone missing...well not like anyone would notice it anyway...xP

Just to add another banner to my empty blog...LOL

To Heart 2 Another Days will be released in December 2007 !!!! Look forward to it!! xD

BOREDOM!

OH! finally, my american housemates have left. xP

Now... if only that aussie would too... probably worse than the americans... sigh... caucasians... I just can't understand their culture. They're too... LOUD~... hmm... probably human...

=.='''

And so... winter break.... what is my plan?

1) FYP
(NUOOOOOOO!!! Just thinking about makes me feel all stressed up.... probably during the last 2weeks of my hoildays...SAD!!)

2) Raw Manga reading!!!
Just started on a few

3) Drawing?
Hmm... draw by hand, scan, then colour using photoshop... yea...

4) WORK!
Applied in a job agency... just applied for McD... and erm... what else... still waiting...

5) Fansub?
Nahh...... I'd quit once winter break is over and I can only translate 1 chapter per week...

6) Games?
World in Conflict, Halo 2, Fable 2 (out oledi ka?).... I haven't downloaded them

7) City touring
Zoo!!! Perth?! What does it have to offer!? Korean BBQ!!!

8) Hikikomori?
NUOOOOO!!! I don't want to!!

9) ETC.
What else ahh?

bleeeeeeh

i'm hopeless...hopelessly bored...sigh... =(

argh!!!!! damn bored...

might as well go to sleep... Zzzz

float

As i get older...i tend to become lonelier...or sense that i had become lonely...

I'm just reflecting on my life now...it seems long but it's still very short...
where has my life brought me to?

i would have never imagined myself studying here... more importantly... i didn't want to...

to me... my time seemed to have stopped every since high school... after that... i was brought to reality and i'm just simply floating around trying to hold on to something...but it's never within my grasp... i feel a stinging pain now... more of being lonely... no i'm not seeking pity...

days just pass by without waiting... more importantly... i'm not moving forward... just floating...

though new and old friends are around... still... i miss home...

when i was in high school... my image of the future was so narrow... i couldn't even imagine myself working... i'm the worst...

all i thought of was... ahh... next time... leave home... go to university... then become an engineer... earn money... find a gf... get married... get a house... children... n live to 75...
it was so immature when i think of it now...

the loneliness and the cold is probably making things worse... i don't know... i'm pathetic... tired... quiet... unimpressive... huh! who'd like me... no one... not even myself... saite...

perhaps what's missing in my life is God... i miss Him a lot... when i came down here... i couldn't feel Him... i felt... lost... abondoned...probably i abandoned Him... God doesn't abandon anyone...

when i was young... i wanted to become everything or anything i could imagine... an astronaut would be the first for any young boy... an artist like my mum when she was still doing her art thing... an engineer like my dad even though i never knew what he was doing until i came to university... a scientist...when i was in primary 4 and had science class... it was so interesting... an english teacher... everyone loves them... hhah...

even a cook... a waiter... a mangaka... a lecturer in language and arts... but haha... i was laughed at by my parents... they even brought it up in their conversations and laughed about it in front of me... even though it was just for conversation sake... it wasn't nice... i felt that... i just shouldn't have said what i wanted to be... haha.. bringing up old scars...

life is never fair... life never follows a certain path... life is uncertain... it's full of surprises... n well... that's what makes life interesting... and if i were in a positive mood right now i'd just laugh it out and think about it next time...

but still...it's never fair...and living is hard...

change... with every new environment... there is a hope for change... but change can only happen when one does something to change... not just wait for change to happen...
everyone has this misconception... just because you move...escape...to new place... it's doesn't mean you will change if you just stay put and do nothing... haha... i should listen to my own advice and do something about it... but right now... the laziness...the unwillingness to change...

why do movies...stories...novels...animes...comics...entertain us? because it inspires us to change... and gives us the image of what if... and brings us out from reality from time to time... stories shows how a character changes... they develop... and in the end become successful... (most of the time)

putting myself in the place of the main character makes me feel good... depending from case to case... well... when i see the characters for animes change... it just gives that satisfaction of watching it... of course...good endings are a must but not always necessary. tragic endings will make me think even more of the quality of the story...

ho...

what else... probably i've strayed away from what i wanted to write about until my feelings became numb and i just want to stop and sleep...
so...that's all...

good night...

cold...気分悪い【きぶんわるい】kibun warui (bad mood)

あっっっ！

今日の天気寒いよ！くそ！

気分悪いです。

だってちょっと寂しいです。

この世界。。。この広い世界。。。俺ただ一人で。。。

人間は本当に寂しいの存在です。。。

あっっっ！

気分が悪い。。。

Pirates and Haruhi

LOL...

Today I went to watch Pirates of the Carribean - At World's End - together with Cruz and friends. Sort of a belated birthday celebration for Byron. Yo! Happy Belated Birthday!

The movie was extremly entertaining. A lot of funny scenes but at the moment, I can only remember the part where one of the pirate's toe had frostbite and when he tried to warm it by rubbing it, it broke! loL~... and he panic and tried to fixed it back. haha! Oh yeah! Cpt. Jack Sparrow lost his brain! muahahaha!

By the way, there's a review on my Metamo Haruhi in my hobby blog. xP
She changes colour depending on certain temperature! xP

Nemurenai

Nemurenai! (Can't sleep)

I watched Ghost Hunt (anime) last night. It probably isn't as scary as other horror movies but well, I've never been very good at watching horror stuff. Haha

While I was watching half way I was tired of getting scared but the last episode that I have, 18, gah! spooked me! I had sort of half nightmares where I'd cycle back through the episodes or create new cases with the characters from the anime. @.@

But still, it's nice to watch. Haha... too bad the anime ends at episode 25.

GAHH!! (Panic!) (liquidblade running around in his room)

Exams!!

NUooo!!!!!

It's even more scary than the horror anime... xP

@.@ Tomorrow I'll start... (liquidblade goes back to sleep...Zzzz) lOL~

Fate Thank You~

Wow! Typemoon sent me an email and gave me a link to get a thank you wallpaper for putting their Fate Stay Night [Realta Nua] game banner up... Thanks to everyone who visited my blog and clicked on the banner! Here is the wallpaper. Enjoy!

(Source: Fate Stay Night, Typemoon (C) )

exams kana?

exams coming soon~

do I feel the pressure... hmm... not really.

3 papers only...

EUE, PE, ECO...

Confidence... zero

when 13 June, 20 June, 21 June

bleh... =S

"P" ???

URGH! I've been avoiding him for 10days... and for what?! a "P" waaah...

I was feeling so uneasy about seeing him. fuan desu...

I couldn't understand what I am doing... nor what I am worrying about... guess what... it's homesickness... sigh...

Now~ bleh... I have to rewrite my abstract... that is what determines my "P" in my FYP...

And I don't have to worry about my FYP until next sem... darn... that's the hard part eh!!!!!!!!!

One comment which caught my attention. "Your english isn't very good is it?" URGH! I felt shot by an arrow... Then he asked about what type of school... and URGH! This is what I get by trying to follow someone else abstract... Even Aurora couldn't understand my first sentence... CRAP!! DOoM!! Have my english fallen so low?

:'(

Too much chatting... not enough reading... no wonder my english has been so bad... so malu... LOL

UARGH!!

ARGH!!!!! Frustrated... darn it... FYP!!! RAWR!!!

Looks like yea... NOT FINISH!!! I DON'T KNOW HOW TO JUDGE ANYMORE!!!!!

The wind turbine is giving me problems... why? I HAVE NO IDEA!!! WHAT'S WRONG?! IS IT RIGHT? IS IT WRONG?! I don't know... I have no idea~.... sad....cry....waaahh :'(

sick-idy sick

yea... sick... because.... It was freaking cold on sunday night and I went to eat Chicken Treat. ARgh... I had fever, sorethroat and headache. Ate 1 panadol and thought that it'll be alright. I ended up waking up every 30 minutes to go to the bathroom because I drank water everytime I woke up. Finally I couldn't stand it and stayed up for awhile till 3am.

Before I went to sleep, I checked the medication for the panadol. It wasn't the normal panadol that I always take so I thought that 1 would do! But NO!! It said take 2!! argh!! so I took 2... and could finally get some sleep. Other than my housemates making morning noises... still... I felt better... The sorethroat is still there. I'll go look for some strepsils or something.

Back hurts... old liaw.... =(

Boring part

Sigh~ the boring part of me is always in this blog. The more fun part is always in the other blog.

Here I complain a lot... there also but still less than here.

Hunger... is what I plan to do to get what I want but not what I need. LOL~ By managing how much I eat, I can manage how much I spend and thus save more for what I want. lOL~

Click here for my Hobby Blog. It's also in the Blog Link section.

winter hunger

Hmm~ It's cold. It feels like it's almost winter. I get a temperature around less than 20 degrees. Lowest I've seen was 5 degrees at 4am last Wednesday loL~

I took out my wind breaker already. Nice and warm. Only thing is.. I found something from Japan in one of the pockets! xP

Since it's getting colder, I'm getting more and more hungry. Can't be helped, I need to eat to produce heat. Darn it I miss eating KFC's Hot & Spicy chicken in Mal~ The H&S here can't compare in terms of taste and spice. Lack of spice hahaha!

I still don't really know what happened to my bro. But he is alright now. Back to uni asses n stuff.

Yea, right now is the busiest time in Uni. In fact I was suppose to watch Spiderman 3 with Cruz last Thursday but things came up can we had to push it to next week. Unfortunately I might be too busy next week to go. sad.

FYP~ how? hmm... I have no idea why I need my synchronizer to work under complex harmonics. It's too hard! there isn't a constant phase to lock on to! hmm... If I connect it to the generator, everything is fine. Nope, I didn't see my supervisor today. Scared of him. Probably I should start on that abstract and bring it on Monday to show him or else I'll have no reason to find him. SIGH~~ The thing about trying to finish your FYP early is that he wants to add more stuff. SIGH~~

ass on the line

HO... ya... both of them are on the line... my real ass and my ass...

ass = butt
ass = assignment

ass shit = i'm shitting
ass shit = assignment sheet

loL~

ok... enough with those =P

PE, ESD, FYP... darn u~ loL

bro out of hospital n kicking ass shit... OPS~ loL~

=|

Thanks everyone for your concern~... Dad says that my bro is doing better... Praise the Lord...

I probably won't get a clear idea of what really happened until he gets well. My Dad is there with him and just asking him for information will stress him out even more... so all I can do is wait and pray that my brother gets well soon...

3 days of nothing

Nothing... everything just bombard me in one day that I really don't have the energy to react... and even if I do... I still can't do anything...

No matter what people say about my brother... he is still my brother... even though he is like 'that' he is still my brother... the thought of losing him and that I can't go back immediately to see him... it hurts...

nightmare? dream?

I just woke up from a dream

After receiving the news that my brother is in the hospital. I just felt my energy drained from my body. After talking to my dad on the phone and my mum online... I just couldn't help it... and I tried to go to sleep...

--------Dream? Nightmare?--------
It was dark... cold... I was going somewhere... to my old school...
As I left the last place which had the only source of light... Everything started to become dark... cold... There was the moon and I could still see where I was going. Then... the clouds covered the moon... everything was dark...
It took time for my eyes to adjust itself... I could still see the walkway to the school hall... and then... to a dark corridor... I just had to go through that dark corridor... hoping either my eyes will get used to the darkness or the moon will reappear from behind the clouds... but when I started only a few steps through the corridor... and saw the chain doors in the darkness which closed the stairway... I started to become scared... I walked backwards out of fear... and fell backwards as I missed my footing... only to be caught by someone familiar... it... or should I say she... said... 'It's alright, I'm here with you'... and there is where I woke up... surprised... frightened... disoriented... my mouth was dry and just had to get out of bed to get a drink of water...
--------Dream? Nightmare?--------

I feel so helpless... I feel if only I can be like that person in my dream and tell my brother that he'll be alright because I'm there... If I hadn't come here... I just know that he won't need to go to the hospital... If only... ='(

bro...

=(
sad...
my mood for the whole day has gone...
for some reason... my brother is in the hospital... as of now... I have no idea what actually happened... something about one of his lungs collapsed... =(

Luckily dad is there...sigh...I feel so helpless being here...WHY?? WHY DID THIS HAPPEN??!

='(

So tonight... don't...please don't bother me...

FiYrPro

Ho...no lah! Why do people think that I have already finished my FiYrPro??? Not yet... I said almost finish... said it too soon... lOL... perhaps it's something like Aurora's progress... at first thought that 70% complete... then... OPS! got BUG!! OR... Kelvin asked me to add this and that!! soo~ to say that it is finish is completely untrue...

Sigh... no progress in my FYP as of yet... came back at 8.30pm last night cold... hungry and headache... sooo... what to do? Relax... a while... then had to do house chores~~~ rawr... last night didn't get sleep till late... as in really late... and this morning woke up at 10.30am... then sleep again... AND STILL!!! NO PACKAGE!!! grumble grumble grumble... If I do not get it by tomorrow I'll have to go to the mailing services personally... darn them! they are 4days LATE!!

return to the past~ with rena~ =)

(Source: www.yunagi-sakura.jp )

it just came back to me~ yes... Rena Tanaka...lOL~
guess what she's been up to this year! loL~... the funniest CM I've seen! loL~

http://www.goldcrest.co.jp/webcm/index.html

and she's starring in another new movie this year! Yunagi no Macchi, Sakura no Kuni... If my translation is correct, it's City of Yunagi, Sakura Kingdom. lOL~

From what I gather, it a story after the nuke dropped in Japan... the 2 girls went back to find something from the past... probably reminising about their parents during that time...

http://www.yunagi-sakura.jp/

The song they put in the official website reminds me of FFX or something... haha... The movie premier is 28/7... iina~~

btw... tempted to buy her photobook since now I have the opportunity... but darn... the photobook of her starring in the movie Drug Store Girl is out of stock in amazon japan... sad... I probably won't be able to find it anywhere else other than ebay or something... sad... too bad then... lOL~

PI??

PI~! No... not pie... not 3.142... no... it's a Proportional Integrator... ask me what it is... It uses and integrator to increase the speed of detecting changes in electrical signals and uses a gain to control the stability. Again... what is PI? even with that I have no idea...

If you increase the integrator to a large and positive value you get higher frequncy response and low damping ratio... small and positive you get the exact opposite. Gain... you increase the gain until you see it oscillates...HMMM... with this... I should be able to tune the PI.. BUT WHAT THE HELL!!

My FYP... ahh~ I spent 2 days trying to tune the PI... and today after meeting Kelvin... he told me NO! Please do this properly...

darn it... it's not like I've not been trying... I did manage to tune it to a rage of 50Hz to 100Hz... BUT!!! OMG... I got the concept of the low pass filter wrong... NUOOO!!! 2 days wasted.... DARN!!

anyway.... after the meeting with Kelvin... guess what... he handed me a leaflet asking me to write a paper! PAPER!! A professional paper which will allow me to show off... hmm... okay... SO?! I wasn't really interested in publishing a paper anyway... but it won't be bad if I did... crap... there is only 2 weeks left in the semester and I really have to finish my FYP!!! omg~~~~ crap!!! NUOOO!!! ARGH!!!

besides FYP... still... there is PE... ESD... EUE... ECON.... NUOOOOOOOOOO!!!!

LOL~

headache

puff puff puff... urgh... sick... headache... lack of sleep... = blur-ness... pardon the english...LOL

Argh, it's the end of week 9 and next week I am suppose to be able to finish my Final Year Project. Yay and Boo at the same time. Yay because I'm almost done but Boo because I still haven't done what I'm suppose to do. Darn...

Yes, lack of sleep... why? Because I stayed up late to watch anime (Witch Hunter Robin). The soundtrack reminds me of Chain. Still only half way through the story and I have already downloaded new animes which I haven't had time to review them. Before I knew it, I have already downloaded 15Gb. This is what happens when I get restricted for 4 months.

And oh yeah~ I'm not sure if I had mentioned it before but my hostel here had sort of an unrestricted internet going on. It was planned even before I arrived in Aus. Guess wad... from April to May... from May to June. Amazing... Luckily I applied for my own line than waiting until next semester.

I should be getting back to my Final Year Project (FYP or FiYrPro) loL~ when you pronounce FiYrPro doesn't it sound like FirePro? LOL~~Just blah-ing~ that's all from me for now. Try out all the new links, archive and RSS. Click on some ads too hahaha.

Remodel?

Hmm~~ this is what I get for changing my Frontpage from XP to 2003... They don't match and I am forced to use blogger's new template style... still ok...but it actually prevents you from actually customizing the full body layout... I dare not disturb the original template because there was too little code on it... probably they stored it some where or I'm not good at editing webpages. haha

So here it is... new blog...

finally

I finally have my internet.... since...erm...tuesday! hahaha.... Just felt like blogging again...

many things happen... just too many for me to recall it in detail...but first... yes... I have to modify my blog again... it's just too old and it needs a brand new start...

even my hobby blog! omg~ I've been slacking in my blogging... haha... I haven't had time to even see other people's blogs at all...probably all of you think this blog is dead... darn... so....a new 1 will be coming!! hopefully by end of this week... nah... probably will take longer than that...

about life in aus...

dad has been asking me to find a job here... hmm... i'm just not there yet. I don't feel that secure working here that... just that... It'll probably stop me from ever reaching where I want to go next time... yes, no other place than... NIPPON!

haha....

Sleep~

OMG... Is it autumn already? It's soo cold and I can't help but want to stay in bed! really! this is crazy! I have been sleeping almost all day long since friday! HELP!! @.@

well... tonight I'll have to do some group work... perhaps that'll keep me awake... I relly cant help it! even now... I feel like sleeping... argh!! it feels soo uncontrollable... i throw away time by sleeping... @.@

dareka tasukete! tasukete! tasukete! tasukete!

='(

temp access? shiranai

RAWR!!! finally can blog!?! lOL...

i dint realize it until aurora managed to post... eeeee... lol~ was kinda lz 2 post oso la~

waaaa... now when can blog... too many things to say until it's omost obsolete to even tell~

it's been more than a month eh?

ok la.... i dunno how long can actually use this connection to blog... rawr...

later goin 2 meet my arch nemesis... @.@ hopefully a 5 min meeting is enuf... sien...

AUSTRALIA KA?

OMG!!!!!!! I FINALLY CAN BLOG!!!!

hahaha... rite now i'm in cruz's house using his internet. WAAA~ australia~~

hmm~~ there was too much things that happened that I couldnt put everything in just one post.

I dont really have much time also since I'll be goin out soon.

Just to tell you guys that I'm okay here in Aus... like it but havent love it... hahaha... met new frens, caught up with old ones too! Unfortunately tooooo many pictures to even upload it right now.

Oh yes, I'll have my own internet connection in April (mid-late) ASAP if possible la.... darn it... da IT ppl are so slow at this...

Stuff are exp~ if u convert to RM... but it's not fun if u do tat!! better juz puasa until ngong.... hahahha

Pretty much settled kah? Had a bit of culture shock in the first few weeks... still getting used to it here...

Weather... hmm~~ summer... was hot... It's da 1st day of AUTUMN today... according to cruz la.... me not an australian man yet.... hhahhahha

Sun~~ need sunblock....

played lots of stuff liaw... most interesting 1 was ICE SKATING!!!! cruz brought us (me, aurora, reon~ etc...xP). hahahaha

ermm~~~ plenty of more stuff i did n will do~ hahahahah but this is all for now~~

ok ~ take care everyone~ xP

bad connection

I wanted to blog last week. But my connection was too unstable to do anything. It was annoying because every once in a while the connection dc. In other words, Bad connection.

OKay, today I took a day off. I told my parents but well... since I'm around from 10 till lunch, my mum thought that I went in the morning and didnt want to return in the afternoon. My dad called it lack of discipline. Whatever, it maybe true but this all had to do with the heavy house chored last weekend. ARGH! and probably I'm getting down with the flu right now. Rain... rain... rain... cold...

DOG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Okay, remember my old house in Tabuan Laru? Well, ever since form 3 I've been moving around so many houses... (Dont ask me why, ask my parents) And the house was rented to an american and only last week did she returned. She had stayed at the house for 3 years and it was horrible... why? because when my parents rented it out, no one could have thought that she'd bring over her dog from the states! OMG! and she lets the big old dog stay in the house! for 3 years!!! OMG!! Imagine the smell! OMG!! I wanna puke!
my dad had went over to the house to clean a bit before the rest of my family. He brought back the curtians and it stank of dog. OMG! ARGH!!! On sat, helped cleaned the damn curtains after soaking it for 2 days

On sunday, my whole family went to the house to clean. ARGH! I complained the most as she had just simply stayed at the house for 3 years without regard for cleanliness. No one could have guessed that she would bring her dog over! She didnt mentioned it when she wanted to rent so it wasnt in the contract. waaahh.... spent the whole day cleaning.. smelling dog... and SMELT LIKE DOG!! IT WAS HORRIBLE!! curse the dog! argh!!!!!!!!!! even now, the house still stank of the dog!! RAWR!!!!

Went back and was really really tired... so sien... everywhere ached... sien... and i told myself that i wont be going to work tomolo (today).

TODAY~
Ahh~ I was a bit guilty for not going to work today. But I knew that it wouldnt have made much difference because since i was too tired, i would have just dozed off in the meeting room. I'd rather do that at home. So i texted georgy saying i wasnt feeling well... which wasnt all lie... i had a bit of flu when i woke up... and it got worse after i took my morning bath... bleh!

ARAEL~
Ahhh!! Arael suddenly come out from HLJ! http://www.hlj.com/product/WAVCC-11
I'd like to post up the picture but net so damn slow!
Well, I had preordered Arael in dec from XL, and from HLJ, I checked the availability. Because last week I saw that the order was pushed to feb, i panicked and changed my order from XL because i wont be around. NOW~ it is suddenly in stock! so wad to do... I really really wanted it... so i called XL. Men picked up the phone.. and ah! kacau me! saying that she just mentioned my name and i called @_@ . loL~...
sadly... no news for them yet... so argh! i'm stuck with nth again!! Rei said that hopefully it'll be out this week. sien... i decided not to take any chances. It if is out this week... then buy! of not... i'll still ha my hlj order... sigh sigh~ probably my last order from XL for the rest of the year~~~

ok la... long enuf... I'll try to update my other blog if the connection improves... want to upload pictures takes forever!

p/s: cruz, email me the details on how I should send the 'stuff'

New post on freedom at www.liquidshobby.blogspot.com/

bloggie~~

Finally... my hobby blog is up! www.liquidshobby.blogspot.com .
Anything related to Gunpla, Figs, manga, anime wadever la... will be there... sort of my second blog. I'll be mentioning about some things here too and if anyone is interested, you can go there to have a look. Will update the layout as soon as I can make a nice one.. hehe


My MG Strike Freedom Fullburst came!!!!




Mine cost 6550yen, ck's is 14000yen (he bought 2)... that's y... worth ordering early early!! actually I was the 1st few people who pre-ordered this... it was one day at 4am in the morning in September 2006. hahahhahaahhaha!

Today ahh! Order from xl shop... Rei went on sick leave and I had to be content with Men... aiiyo... she ahh... normally is Rei handled my order, I'd get only RM10 for any order below 1kg. But Men la... she said because in January, the postal service added fuel surcharge... yea... rite!! Not airasia lah!!! she charged me RM2 extra... I was lazy to argue so I said ok ok la... acting like a small kid believing her extra 5% fuel surcharge... paloi~

Work is like tat loh~ nth to say... haha

Another days work~

So... basically I've stopped Gunpla-ing for awhile... instead... been working...

Work ahh... Well~ George~ aka Georgy~ my training supervisor finaly had some time to spend with me. In Dec when I first started my training, I was together with Anne. But she only train for 1 month. Then I was by myself until today when Ee Yin joined the training for 1 week. loL~ well... still a long way to go... I have actually some memorizing stuff to do and also some discussion for tomorrow. Darn it.

Well... this summer... my daily life seems to be 6.30am wake up... reach office before 8am... stay till 12 or 1pm... then go back 2 office before 2pm... basically stay till 4 or 4.30pm before cabut. If really sien I only work half day. It's really annoying during the 1st month because the technicians would forget that you are in the the meeting room and just go off doing their work. So me and Anne stuck in the meeting room... even sumtimes for the whole day. What a waste of time!! Feel even stupid to be there doing nth... well....nth related to work la... brought book... talk...listen to music... sleep... but still I'd rather be doing this at home!!! OPS!! forgot!! Syahie was also with us for awhile! xP

Not all was bad la... there was one site visit to Lundu... saw da beach... saw only nia la...

Then during normal days, we'd follow the technician for maintenance rounds... take notes... take pics...

lo~L... the updates for what I've been doin... sad sad... where did my summer go~~ =(

Currently I'm writing up my new blog for my hobby. That's right... a new blog~~ no post up yet... just a draft... will be posting it up probably this weekend? no guarantees though... haha

kk tat's all for now... bb~

oh yea... before I leave~ shine freedom... shine~~

Gunpla session

Finally I have time to write something… what have I been up to? Well lots of things wad~… I’ve been gone for 1 month eh… well… to summarize… I’ve been training in SESCO (sleep, wait, read…)… Anime-ing (Yoake, Otoboku, DGrayman, DeathNote, etc.)… Gaming (Zaft II! Xenosaga 1)… and for the last 2 weeks, I’ve been Gunpla-ing!!

Gunpla = Gundam Plastic for those who don’t know what it means… xP

OK~~ so which gundam was I making? Freedom MG!! After 4 months leaving the poor Freedom at home, I finally assembled, disassembled, painted, reassemble, decaled and lined… it took me 1 month to make this thing… on and off… in my spare time when I get back from work and also during the weekends and public holidays~

Oh yeah! Aurora came to kch from 30/12/06 till 2/1/07… stayed at my house on 31 till 1… had a blast! Talked Gunpla, about him goin to Perth too!! He bought my airbrush wifout compressor la… hehe!.. check his blog! It's in the Link section. Beware...

OK~ Freedom… when I first assembled it… I didn’t paint it nor did I put any decals or lining. Just admiring it before I total murder the poor plastic model…

Let the pictures roll!

Before Freedom was completed…

“Looks plain” quoted from ck

After 2 weeks of paint, thinner, sweat, blood, some saliva (loL), tears, well… no tears… xP

Used a mix of blue + purple + white to create the cobalt blue colour for the wings, blue + black for the black parts... and to finish up~ clear flat~~ niceness!!

Many many decals~ yummy~

Close up~

Closer up! xP

Freedom~

For now I’ll just put this few pictures up… I know ck n aurora is dying to see the building process and more pictures… that’ll all have to wait till the weekend when I find the time to take more pictures and write in blogs…
So stay tuned!! For more gunpla!! I’ll probably start a new blog site soon for the fig n gunpla session.

loL~… Pitiput! I’m wondering what type of gundam your brother bought! xP

Pat ahh!! Sorry oh!! Happy belated bday!!!

Net was practically dead due to stupid earthquake… sad sad~~ loL~

kk that’s all for now!

Last post 2006 no crap ver.

This year was full of gifts… really… lots of them… and it all started with the trip to Johor. It was my first time traveling outside Sarawak without my parents. Wow~ yea… no big deal… well~… in that trip… I began to realize that a lot of money would have to be used. And I had not much choice but to use it. After all, how often do you get to travel without restriction from your parents? But bleh… that was only the beginning of my spending year. Btw… it was all using my own money…

With the year slowly going to an end, my cupboard is being filled to the brim. Some of the models had to be kept elsewhere since the cupboard is full… probably will be getting a new cupboard soon… oh well…Suppose to put a pic of my full cupboard but ahh… will put before I go 2 aus~

From the cupboard, u can see that I wasn’t able to blog every new fig or gundam in my blog. Well… it is becoming more of an otaku blog… probably I’ll have to separate my blog into 2 next year to separate between hobby and life… it’ll be easier for the readers that way. Some of u might not be interested in gundams or figs well… that can’t be helped… so depending on how my net connection goes, posts may be up.

I get my source of toys from various sites, mainly from toys world, www.xl-shop.com and www.hlj.com . Wow~~ I think xlshop earned a lot from me…10 Figs, 6 Mags, and maybe a few gundams… xP… I’ve made myself too popular at their main branch, that every time I call them, I ask for Rei, and Men goes, “Rei, it’s John”. Well… probably none of the Sarawakian who are their customers are called John. I got some special service from them at times… like less for shipping cost and also a few free gifts. Thanks xl!!
as for HLJ, well~~ 4 Figs, and some art supplies. HLJ… sigh… probably the worse thing about ordering from them is the tax. I had to drive quite a distance to pay the tax and they don’t deliver it to your house if it had been taxed. Well~~~ The only time I get taxed is the time when I order together with shaggy. Waaahh!! Everytime!!! Don’t believe me? Ask Aurora… loL~

Anime and manga collection is mainly fueled by the access to the internet. Without it, perhaps I could have gotten more serious in my studies or finding a partner. But with it, I manage to keep in touch with old friends and experience online transactions.

Hmm… for people who continuously followed my blog, you would have known about me going to aus next year. My dad has already booked a flight to perth on the 8th and I’ll be arriving on the 9th at 12.45am… Cruz… remember to pick me up oh~` hahha

Well… I’ll have to settle a lot of things before I go there.
1) Finish my Industrial report.
2) Figure out my FYP Topic
3) Burn all my stuff out from my desktop and HDDs
4) Buy my suitcase, clothes, etc…
5) Store my toys
6) Well~ still haven decided what else…

Well… I still have 1 month to settle all these…


I’m not sure of how I have been this year. Perhaps I’ve pissed off quite a lot of people with my attitude. Sorry… well… for some people, there are reasons why I did what I did.

Cruz~! loL~ still good old cruz~ We’ll meet again next year!! =) lets do paloi things more professionally this time…xP… jk jk…

Pitiput~! loL~ bz bz wif all your work n studies~! Ganbatte!! Thx for dropping by now and then.

CK~! Well~ haha… probably we’ve become closer friends this year more than when we were in high school. xP

Berdie~! Nice to meet ya after 2 years!!! Too bad you had to go so soon…

Andrew~! Ahhh~ can’t get you on MSN~ sad… but still keep in contact via email ya!

Roy~! hmM~~ roy roy~~ get diploma liaw faster work liaw!!! haha

Dal~! Aii~~~~~~ haven manage to see you for a long time… sad

Aurora~! More gundams ya!! Haha… hope to see ya in aus~

Reon~! Haha… housemates again in aus!

zh~! Din get to see you very often this sem. Well~ try your best ok! Take care or ur health! Then can c ya in aus oso! =)

Pat~! Hmm~ dunno will be seeing ya next year or not… xP… I’d like to read sumthing else other than Dota in ur blog… haha… too much Dota aint good for ya!

To the rest whom I can’t remember at the moment, sorry ya… thanks for being my friend and hope to hear from ya~ Everyone~~ Good bye 2006! Welcome 2007!! Happy New Year!!