winter blues

just had a dream... a nice one... u can say it's romantic... but those dreams doesnt please me at all... in fact... i hate those... because it just cant happen in reality... i end up cursing myself why did those dreams appear... ahh! BLEH!!!

i've begin to notice that i get the blues about on the 8th day of returning back to kuching... it's about the time when everything has settled down and yea... back to normal... i am constantly reminded of my loneliness even though everyones around you... it's that feeling...

sweet things... in fact i love to do those... those were the things that made me feel like a main character in a story for idiots... n no one in the world would care... filled with those thoughts i keep on wondering when will i do those... pathethic... BLEH!!!