The Return of the John?

Long long time ago, in a continent far far away,

John went to Australia to complete his final challenge.

After several months of random blog post,

and the blog being spoted by mom, all contact was lost

until...boredom strucked

=.=''' BLEH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

How's everyone? Duh~~ my blog is sooo dead.

The blogbug in me died when tons of assignments, fun and friends were around. XD

Now~ when all those are gone... everything seems empty and so begins another chapter in da LB chronicles...

So what's the problem I have now?

alone + depressed + bored + fatigue = homesick

It has only been 2 weeks after my final exams and I feel so... lost...

My future is so uncertain now... everything would have been fine if I had stayed back... now...it's become challenging...

Do I hate challenges? Not really... but the current situation makes me feel so unmotivated... so unwilling... sigh

I moved into crosby's house last sunday... after a week... I feel soo...BLEH!!!!

1 thing is the bed... I'm not used to sleeping on other people's bed... and it sank in da middle... so when I sleep...my back hurts when I wake up... IT SUCKS!!! Not to offend u ah b...but it really hurts...That deprives me of a good dose of sleep because I keep on waking up at night and adjusting my sleeping position so that I don't hurt my back...

2... staying at home alone is kinda... scary? nah... it's lonely... it's cold for some reason... you have nothing/no one to talk to... hmm~~ maybe I should open up saber and talk to myself... go insane... BLEH

3... I should go to work part time... but I havent even prepared myself for my damn conference... sigh...

4... gonna apply for MBA tomorrow... Can I get it?! I saw a lot of prerequists...and I have no idea where I stand... oh no!! STUDY AGAIN?!?!!? BLEH

5... oh ya...besides the sleeping issue... I go back and forth hostel n crosby's house daily... It's kinda killing me...

OHHHHH! I forgot what else to complain about...just BLEHHHHH!!!

I'm at the turning point in my life... so many choices... but I have no idea where to turn? perhaps saying that I'm at the junction of my life seems more correct... HAHHAHAHA....BLEHHHH

And so the sighing begins!!

sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh

LOL~~