Angry... more at myself than the world!

When I get frustrated, angry, annoyed with anything or everything that has or will happen... I feel like blaming it all on the world... hurting people in the process... myself included...
When I really think about it... it's all due to my own lack of judgement and ability to make the right decision... it's like a cycle... everything that I do will end up affecting myself in the end... really... it... feels like i'm leading myself to destruction...
Just another bad day~~