sick

i'm sick...with insanity... maybe coz it's summer... maybe coz of those late nights being online... i dunno... but argh~~... i feel sick... feel drained of strength... i cant even do house chores properly... no appetite oso... bleh~~... really... but i guess it's juz in my mind... but argh... i'm tired... tired to go out n do something... tried to sleep... but it's difficult... wad's more... da results r coming out on 13 or 14... i dunno... it feels scary... feels difficult to breath... yea... suffocating... like being stabed at da same time... i'm hopeless... insane... maybe coz i'm cooped up in the house... wif no one but myself... been acting really really wierd... anyway... i guess wad i need is rest... or get out some where... yea...